Eating Too Much or Too Little

I don't know what that means, but I don't know how much nutrition you need tho I take vitamins.

Growing Up

I'm listening to "It's My Life" by No Doubt.  I missed things like Barney and people my age were listening to them, a restricted band.  People depreciated them, even during school.

Football

I used to play ball with my dad, and I was respected as a kid but not now, like I finally don't matter.  That's what we did as kids, we had to get up and throw the ball back and forth to each other, like the highlight of visiting with my younger girl cousin etc.

Happy Girl

I saw a girl who looked so happy in Orlando, she was skinny with nice colorful hair but not like reddish too much and bouncing along feeling all approved of cuz she's in shape like I was as a kid.

Yes, I realize we could easily get in shape and be happy like her.  We just have to turn on Jillian Michaels for 10 minutes a day?  (+ I jog for an hour a day usually, unless I'm busy/out.)

Romanticism can be black.

They have that cartoon of Langston Hughes, a jazz writer I think, and he looks "white" racially.  Anyway, I see his skinny hands at the typewriter.  He is romanticized as being supportive of the "heart" of New Orleans, as black people provide for others.

Racial Decision

Black people carry the burden of providing the world with their intelligence.  They don't have the Asian genes and have the more Caucasian look with their noses not being infantile in structure/size/ability to be how they are.  Lotta Europe mixed with China.  However, they have mixed emotions about being black.  :|  I take pride in my tan, but I try to keep it fair.  I don't do it with "drugs."  I use sunblock.  I'm stil strong.

Popular/Cool Kids

I remember when I was in my 1st year of junior hi, 6th grade, age 11/12, I was working the cotton candy stand for the 1st time I volunteered, like a grown-up, and I saw the most popular girl singing with a group of kids from performance school Beauty and the Beast.  I sorta made fun of it but not very outwardly, just like I was surprised.  I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, in Northeastern Florida, just under the major city.

Also, I did a cute science project on sustaining cut flowers.  My 2 best friends who USED to be my best friend won along with the most cool girl who just moved from LA maybe.


I must add that the 1st had honey hair and the 2nd had white hair.

A New Purpose

Remember in the 2000s when people were all futuristic and believing in what they did?  Supportive and took stances of leadership?  We were treated with grace and glory for whatever we did, be it little and small?

Battery of Emotion

Younger people need a battery of emotion in younger age so they can carry on when they are older and lead the younger generations.

And then they still stand tall and say they are the one with the faith and strength.

They just have to be everything.  You can see them literally fall down.

Why waste time on teenagers giving them pleasure when older youth didn't get that?  They aren't too old.

Like at the last second, the teenagers get the answer, and it's some form of indulgence.

It's funny when teenagers make a statement, and like no one really wants to turn on.

They encourage us to be like them, but they really don't want that to happen, themselves.  They don't know we were discouraged our whole lives.

They're like little dancing twigs with bad breath.

Twitter

@RobinRevelation Relationships can be carefree/monotonous, affected/unaffected by outside sources, too little/much, approved or not..
— Christina Barrett (@Christina4333) February 1, 2015

National Anthem @ Super Bowl

Idina Menzel, the Queen in Frozen

I'm slightly sad I won't be seeing it.

Dr. Phil - Twitter

Good things to think about: "your worth and your value."

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to fan

The other 2 daughters were pretty sweet..

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to fan

Maybe, that girl wants a more mature mom.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

That's very smart.  Too many people forget their "self-worth."

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(mother with teens posting pix of her in bikinis I think as a teen on her Facebook)

It is rather a matter of consequence.

Edit

I reordered my Tags.  I bumped Ballet to right below Music.  :)

Game Day

Hey, ya'll, watchin' the football?

That should be like the only thing on ya'll's mind.  So, gather 'round!

:)  I see you.  Do  you see me?

A great game day!  I am anticipating the Seahawks!  I remember last year's game.

So, what do you think?

Nite Soon

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Street fights are illegal. So this is what I will do. I will put up

LOL Dr. Phil wants to talk face to face with the criminal to save his soul. 

My Place

I found I was more of a Cindy Brady girl than the ever stimulating Jan Brady with Marcia Brady.  I feel like I'm taking a course.  I love people who have moms who are the same age as a Brady child..

I looked at the extras in Angels in the Outfield and I know it's just people in LA trying to hang a string of toys over the heads of people in Florida.  They made it all seem like some big scene, but they were mean people.  Like, they make it, and the somehow know I'm 1/2 Chinese + the part Native American indian.

Weird Experience

Child Fund, pay for a child, I jotted that down.

I see all these Spanish kids and it's like they're better off than me.  8|

People think I'm bad news.

Google had a display for a writer Langston Hughes from about 1900-1960.  He looks "mulatto" or African-American.  He wrote during the key forming times of our country, jazz and writing stuff about his world.

Let's just say.

I'm a good guy.

If I'm bad, I'm still not a bad guy.  It's something like an accident, really.  Or yer wrong.

Smart Quote

Angels in the Outfield

We can believe in God but not angels?

Ellen is not like she can say what's right and wrong for everyone and be the only one who makes sense supposedly.  Everyone has special interests.  We're not Chinese anime, all thinking we should be the same.

Ellen was cool cuz she didn't mind being fat, but supposedly us younger people we were okay because we were safe to be skinny.  Someone is missing something.

Boys

They have more muscle and therefore more energy to do thinking work, like business.

Nice, Dreamy Music

Angels in the Outfield

Musta been something important.  :p

*SIGH*

It does not matter if someone born in the 1940s cares lovingly about you.  Do you want the only people old enough to be your parents be LATE Boomers?  YOU WANT THE WHOLE PACKAGE!

I know why movies are more important than TV.  They pluck out talent in kids and train it in movies.  TV is for appearances of spoiled people.

"Kids Today"

Those people who are about 17.  We had things like Angels in the Outfied and Finding Nemo.  It was special then.  Now, it's work cut out.  But not for the 17-year-olds who make fun of us.  They think they are more grown up but they don't do nothing.  They talk and they fall back and are supported by all the facts of life, no meddling leadership pranks.  Saying like to us, no saying this to them.. oh all this leadership, we're not there for you.

Angels in the Outfield (movie)

Before, they encouraged people who simply did what was told and respected dads born around 1950.  That's what the dads/men from 1960 said.

Also, it was like supposedly genius to have an angel make the baseball bounce around at its own will.  Reminds me of a moment that is popular with like Ellen, that it makes a statement against people like me who can't say they are something cuz they ain't born around 1960.  Ellen can do whatever she wants and get away with thinking anything.  That would hurt a lotta people's feelings to read this.  Like, ooh look you are a boring person and I think it's funny that we see a baseball bounce around cuz it means it's what's to smile about in ba'eball.  That can't even happen.  Why not be happy about what else we were doing at the moment?  Ha ha.  I'm so sorry.  I would prefer not to mention her name, but I didn't know how else to make my point..my point.  ;o

sho'rtime!

Girls born around 1970 like girls born in the late 1950s like a mom.

This singer was born specifically 1971.

If I unsettle people with my Floridian heritage, then I'd say I have been off'd by others's.  Floridians are northerners a lot.  They think I can't represent it because it'd be unsettling, but they already are unsettling.  Wrong reason, huh?

Aliens

So, they found little pellets inside people with faint memories of being abducted by aliens.  They are skinnier than Barbies and all gray with slanted eyes.  They left a residue of fat and protien.  It was a pink powder on one lady's dress.  People get abducted outside probably after midnight or real late.  One lady asked where they were from, and they presented a map.  About 10 years later, they discovered this star system and it was the same.

They sure make a good mom, the women born around 1970.

It's clear

babies with parents born around 1950 are in love with people born around 1960, like Ellen DeGeneres.  What's in the minds of teens today, tho?

Who were the "teens" or "tweens" when you were a toddler/small child??

I guess it'd be 2 groups of people, I know females born around 1960 and maybe 1970.  Men, you have those magiciany guys born maybe in between those times.  You know, it's the snazzy aunt born around 1960 or the meditative youthful adult who seems to have been a teen when you were born.

How's a singer supposed to live?

I should be a leader, a top seller, or something.

Not Much

for hymns like Morning Has Broken (This Day God Gives Me.)

Wow

The Ash Grove, every recording is good!  It's a European folk song!  That sounds likeable to Americans.

I'm looking at classical singing, and I would have used to have been excited to attain an opportunity of doing this.  It's not opera, tho.

Get your hands on the crystalline voice of a young woman born in the early 1970s and you've got chaos at the tips of your fingers.  It's just such a big thing and something of a gem to get one of them who sings like an angel.  Like, all of a sudden it's important over others and other things.

Most food is mostly nutrition.  I knew every little thing does something.  My salads only have oil on them.

Understand Fighting

On Family Guy, they kept physically fighting.  It seems like a sport.  PLAY BA'KET BALL!

I know I got fat from medicine and certain phases of life.  Otherwise, I was not really that big.  I may seem daunting.

The 20/20 Diet

I read the intro, chapter 1, and chapter 2.

Dr. Phil?

..philosophizes in a $28 book all about what nutrition is/does and I can just have grain cereal for breakfast, a salad for lunch, and something from a health cookbook for dinner?

Disclaimer, that is part of what I eat.  I do get hunger bursts and am trying to get taller.

Good Idea

Don't eat that bacon in the morning.  But I already prodded someone for their baking bacon.  I mean, it can be good.  I know my pills make me fat.  Bacon tastes good when not cooked that much.  I dunno..  There are also lotta bacon burgers out there....

My friend's mom said she could not believe there's a diet that lets you eat bacon.  It was so the grapefruit has something to burn.

I could diet to doom's day, but why miss out on the grub?  *looks around*  What's it for?  What happened to "Eat, drink, and be merry?"  You picture like the next step past the stone age where you see kings and royalty eating loaves of bread and cups of wine.

I really don't know.. I mean if you took away my bacon but gave me cake, that wouldn't make any sense to me.  I have juggled around "what" I give up at different times.  For instance, I barely ever have soda these days.  I don't buy a bag of cheese chips every week.  "I don't eat candy" but sometimes.  People think it's my race that makes me disgusting.

I do agree that diets are not about eating less.  That is called fasting.

The 20/20 Diet

Dr. Phil says food is not to be used for celebration nor like pleasure, only nutrition.  I can reach in my sack and come up with a counter statement I believe that says you need fats, oils, and sweets to support your metabolism.  I also find something funny because I actually live to eat.  I do not understand because food that is nutritious does taste good, except weird things like peppers and big pieces of tomatos.

It seems life's romance is all about people like Ellen DeGeneres.  Put it in fast mode!  I was inspired.  I read something. Her brother Vance was in a movie or something I think called "Crazy, Stupid, Love."  Did you know the music sounds the same all at her ride at Disney Epcot, Space Mountain, and the Simpsons??

Facebook - Barb Barrett

You seem to be good at relaxing. You could teach my dad a thing or 2 around this house. LOL. Men seem more uppity than you'd think. My dad and friend's dad were gonna see who could eat more, and her mom was lke, "No, no." Men, always up to something.

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Wow, I could never do that, how sad. I can't be in this musical I like that requires roller skating. How do kids get up and do that? I have roller blades but don't like doing it on the sidewalk.

We did it!

2 jobs.  Related to labor or related to performance.

Order of Preference for a Normal Career

Army
Politics
Engineering
Business

Exercise

10 minutes Killer Abs

My jog was about an hour.

Game Day

Chips are big for game day!

I won der ..

if we can see the teams prep tonight.  It seems like putting on an opera.

I won der ..

if they will have things on the Superbowl you can Tweet.

Commercrial

"Rainy Days and Mondays"

Ghost Adventures..

I just realized the Seahawks are playing the Superbowl twice in a row!

It was Denver last year, Boston this year.

Seahawks are from S-seattle.

Me thinks I could use a jog.

Suppertime!

Story

for: anyone who is a good reader and can skim over this and is interested in the same kind of story I write over and over :D


There was a girl named Cindy Lou Whoo who was 15 years old.  She had a best friend named Bella Yella and Chloe Grace.  Cindy wore purple, Bella was in yella, and Chloe was in Green.

They walked on the grass by the clear water.  They ran into a jolly ole fella named Phil Schmill.  He was with 3 women, Roberta, Carla, and Tina.

Cindy, Bella, and Chloe all courtseyed.  The adults said, "Rise."  The girls were all 15.

Cindy stepped forward, "Will you be joining us on the sojourn and children's crusades?"

"Why, yes, dears," replied Roberta.  Carla nodded, and Tina made a big smile.

Phil said, "Why, lovely, maidens, maidens fair, join us now for the county fair!"

The girls trotted off.  Cindy had their money.  They ate candy apples and then rode on the rides.  They were looking for that one, that man in glorious attire.  Finally, he came, a man of 20 named Petyr.  He was in sparkling indigo and bowed low with a glow.  Indigo children are young people I think who seem to have an indigo glow, "special" people like Autistics.

The next night, the girls were ready at the dock, and it was lovely.  Cindy walked around in her Renaissance attire.  She looked like a pirate's maiden cloaked in beauty.  Younger girls came and played London Bridges in their boots and dresses of pink, green, and other marvelous shades.  They waited this time by water at night, for the boat to come in.

Finally, it came in.  The girls stepped on.  On it already was a pirate named Jack Sparrah.  He bowed low and greeted everyone.  He struck up conversation with Cindy.  He was probably 35.

Finally, the arrived at the destination.  It was a tropical island.  They set camp.  They were there to collect fruit, study life, and sail off to yet other supposedly  uncharted lands.

The next place was an island which was always night.  They collected moon treasures.

Next, they came upon an island of aliens who were about to fly inta space.

Finally, they returned home, not much of a trip.  They went back to buildings to live in.  The 3 girls lived with other women in a big manor. shaped more like a castle..  They sat in their room and spoke, dreamed, whiled away the hours.

They went and sat on a bank with other younger girls.  Cindy stared off into the distance keeping watch as they played.  Chloe brought out the art supplies, and they tried recreating the scene.

They could stay there forever.  However, they made a big caravan, much like the children's crusade, and off they went.  Danger entered their land, so they went off.  They ended up in a castle in a top room.  They helped about the house with the children all cooped up then.  It was as tho they were escaping from a war.  The children grew older and left around age 11 to meet boys and be wed.  There was 1 young girl who was 10 even.  The 3 girls now about age 20 moved to Africa to learn about things there, met others traveling there, and learned so much about history/social studies.  They were able to make friends with the savages and had fun being close.  One little girl was so sweet and gave them a present of a craft of shells, like a display with shells hanging off the main section, which looked like a steeple.  They gave her a hug and they looked at each other in assurance.  They done some good now they think of it.

The End Again!

Dr. Phil - Facebook

(response to fan)

My parents are mean to me, not me to them. I am like the parent.

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Is this just a post wherein "bad" poeple come up and say "hit your kids?"

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fan: To include the teenage years!!

me: LOL

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fan - just gave a presentation on this

(parents not caring about kids)

They think they are already good enough.

I didn't call it.

I find that famous people are hard-to-get.

"Piece of Me"

People in LA/CA must get really mad at "Floridians."  Floridians unravel the truth but cannot come up with the wanted answer being so.  People in LA/CA want the end result to be but can't find the pieces.

How will we fix this?

Dr. Phil - Facebook

(response to fan)

I don't really like most people, think they're just messed up.  I was gonna leave, but I was told to stay and learn to care for myself.  Yea, I wanted a kid so I could get a boy before they are all taken.  Also, people put up tiny cameras and microphones in my room so they can watch and send annoying secret messages with little ticks.  They control how things on my computer load, too.  I feel it would be dangerous for me to be put in a situation where I am alone with that.  I am stil catching up on rest and eating from college, too, and hope to make it as an actress to where I can support myself for now, at least.  Otherwise, I should go back to college, at least get a bachelor's in what I did before or something like Communications, would make for a nice rising career..

Facebook

Someone is trying to talk to me, but it's always people who wanna joke around.

Getting Taller

So, I ate at the movies and later at night of course, and it got me taller!  I felt a sense of life go back into me when I ate extra food.  I did throw up some of it.  I wanted more, too, of that kind of food.

Dr. Phil - Twitter

I used to look down all the time with everyone it seemed.

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My dad said the only mistake he made with me was he didn't give me enough support maybe. He informed me at 16.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

My parents are mean to me now, and I'm 28.  I actually do not end up rolling my eyes.  Maybe, they got a little too close.  What about all the people recently who had kids in their early 20s or before?  I feel my parents "roll their eyes at me."  If I get upset or think something the wrong way, at age 28 now, they will tick tick tick tick bothere me in my presence.  They should not be in the lives of their kid after they are old enough to have left home or turned 18.  The love is finished then, so why have them monitor your life then too?  About the love, they don't think you're like a sweet 16-year-old, anymore.  Maybe it's that Disney princess mentality and we know nothing other than that they are allowed to leave home by that age.  If you mean before, I've almost rolled my eyes.  It was interesting.  I was able, because of my parents's proper rearing of me in this way, to not form a big habit of rolling my eyes.  A lotta my life has been damaged by me looking down, however.  I am sorry if I have a misunderstanding, but I find it an obstacle, it seems.  I am pretty sure my parents feel so good about themselves because they are not heavily a mixed race like me.  They seem to celebrate over me that they're better like that, but I still don't literally feel the love to be adament enough to roll my eyes even.

Other people, they seem to act like they roll their eyes a lot.  It's not a nice habit.  I do not listen to mean people.. who are in my life, but I mean I don't see myself roll my eyes.

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Parents gotta know their kid isn't better than the other kids, cuz the problems of life come when that's all that is hoped for with only 1% inspiration and  99% perspiration.  It's interesting some kids level themselves out so well self-esteem-wise that they feel like they "are something" and can make even a controversial statement of their life in front of their parents.  I come home, and like I said to one lady on here, I used to ask them about having no friends and they acted like I didn't deserve it and had no advice.  I used to have friends, but we moved from Florida.  I didn't always have good friends in where all we lived in Florida.  I didn't feel washed up, tho.  My dad said he did everything right to himself have helped raise me except "maybe I didn't give you enough support."  I find that suggestive now I think of it.  It's funny to me, too.  My mom stopped touching me when I was 9, had quit gymnastics I know, don't know why, maybe not exciting when she does at that point with a little brother who wants attention, but still.  I started not wanting my dad to touch me.  My parents pretty much get dinner and things together and we eat and not much interaction took place.  These days, they are all at it in secret message, now that I think of it.  My mom was into helping me get into college after my dad or aunt had me placed in a mental hospital probably because I was secretly sad I lost my 4.0.  She was at me like moms today are with their teens my last year and a half of college.  She got me into an arts school and got me to host a foreign exchange student (3/4 French from Germany.)  My mom got me off on the right foot, but for some reason I was kicked outta my major after a year in college.  I didn't memorize my piece cuz they added Music History.  They said it was for being shy, tho.  This didn't happen to others.  I am sorry if my post is not well put together.  I am actually in a good mood from last night.  So, I hope people have a good time with parents supporting kids.  I hope my post is okay, see not many long responses yet.  :)  Guess this topic hit home.

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(response to fan)

I have a psychiatrist, but he's not successfully suportive. It's the opposite with me and health professionals. Glad yours is.

Could Not Stay Asleep

I watched about alien abductions with proof.  They had little pieces of iron in their legs, like as a tracker.  It gave off electromagnetic signals, I think.  They were black on the outside with charcoal.  One lady had proof of a star system before it was discovered by asking the aliens.  They become somewhat unconscious and forget the experience in its totality, I guess like a baby.

So, I got up and threw up my salad and some of what I ate a the movies.  I feel better as of now, not sure if I'll be on pain medicine but gotta look after my heart.  I feel as though the medicines I take do this to me.  I don't need them.  They are psychotic partly.  I hope I can fall into a nice sleep.  On TV, 1 guy was from where my dad's dad was from, and it seemed familiar.  I do not know that side.  They live in Scranton but also Cleveland.  (Scranton is in NE PA., Cleveland the top of the US at the bend of a lower Great Lake.)

Earlier in bed, there was a thumping behind my neck.  I heard it like a drumbeat.  I think it was for my spine, which is why I had to throw up.  The foot was too tight around it.  I feel better sitting up now.  I don't feel too much pain but a sense of irritation to get up to make my spine feel better somehow.  LOL.

TV

I've been watching SpongeBob, Familly Guy, and American Dad, like all night, like from 11-3.

God Save Me!

I saw a Progressive commercial of someone getting sentenced, that lady who looks like a nurse.

I said Sweeney Todd was not to satisfactoriality from the previews but could not say I was sick and couldn't make it to the theater.  Turns out, I'd say something else.  It seems to have caught on-

Well, now, it's all about the kids, and I support it in that way because I can and was a fan-  (I'd turn the issues inside and out for months.  The weird things that kept coming..  Hard to recall-)

My Back

It's hurting.  It's not bad now and hasn't been.  I ate at the movie theater.

Ate

Salad (lettuce, carrots, green olives, black olives, oil)

Nite Soon!

What People Normally Do With My Behavior

They let it slide cuz I'm so good, but I don't really do anything.  That's just the air I get.

MySpace

Cute

AI, Art Institutes.  You go in there and you come out happy.  You learn animation on the computer with technology.

Why is Ellen married?

Is it to give her something to do?  She can still sleep with Portia even if she's not married!  She'd still say yes.

Family Guy

They had a commercial about guns.  They displayed Jesus and Moses using them to conquer the Romans.  :|  They said they thought guns were bad.  Then, they said, no, only in the hands of dangerous minorities.

Recovery

On family guy, the mom said she's like a bald eagle, but if someone messes with one of their babies *beep*.  Then, okay, cookies ready.  I could never do that with what I got going for the likes of me.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

response to fan

My parents hated me for asking why I had no friends all the time when we left Florida.

(earlier) IMDb - Mortdecai (2015)

Re: Please let this be the final nail in Depp's coffin

Yes, what will we do with the Baby Boomers "retiring from life?" 

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Teenagers are NOT children.

Some people seem to stay children in saved ways they got by making sacrifices. 

Johnny Depp supposedly marrying Amber Heard

It's all very exciting for her, she sets a good example.  What about the rest of his female fans?  None of them have much to say online, it seems.  I've tried.

What You Get For Not Getting Enough Exercise

It's a Friday night, tho, and I got a TV.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

May I add, too, she is very attractive, like Johnny Depp, who I just caught in Mortdecai.

Statement

I know this mistake-sin thru and thru.  Just because you say hey I made it I'm thin I'm alive that means I'm the best .. don't cut it, at - all.  Esp. the hype over the amazement of that and nothing else.  Ask a fat dude.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Why do people blame everyone of another heritage about the stress of the world on their backs??

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I used to have such bitterness in myself for my friends who when our classes were split befriended one another and wouldn't talk to me, not even during PE when I'd see them sitting out.  They're not from Florida.  They still claimed they were my friend.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

She is kinda like me. I'm stuck at home. I would be dysfunctional in a classroom setting. I was kicked outta college 3 times and flunked out 7 times. I moved home because I loved my parents more than my classmates. They called the police on me twice and I got hospitalized in a mental institute. They give you medicine and are of harsh quality, not to my surprise tho. They thought I'd be in jail. I was just throwing things and screaming about being kicked outta theater.

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(I "see" this, things like this but in different "ways," all the time. It's simply of interest.. Different things, similar structure. To a greater feel that's funny.. many differences, tho.)

Attractive adult figures catering towards the other people in a sorta life-affecting way.

(I'm not saying anything is wrong with how this was dealt with. I guess I'm just the one to say. Disclaimer: I have no problems with anything on the show, tho, just noticing. Interesting thing for others to talk about. This will make a difference in your life, and it's bad not to say what you feel ever anyone.)

Dr. Phil

The 16-year-old blonde featured in this show was one of the prettiest people I've seen.  She yelled at her parents a lot when they came to tell or ask her about something, like they were mistaken.  I remember one was about borrowing her dad's iPad.  Dr. Phil was honestly openly captivated by her.  Her parents also found her very beautiful.  I can tell the girl loves her parents but deserves better than living in a room yelling when people talk to her simply.  She has an older sister with dyed black hair and a younger sister with medium brown hair.  The youngest one is so sweet and like my personal favorite.  She just deals with things and learns to think positively.  I think she learned it in school these days.  It's like having a peek at a secret world!  I'm interested to see what other people thought of this episode.

What I'm up To

I have a hair mask on for 20 minutes.

I did 10 minutes of level 1 "Killer Abs."

I won a stuffed animal from one of those machines with the claw that gets the stuffed animal if you do it right.  It wasn't one that I wanted.

I saw Johnny Depp in Mortdecai.  He did pretty good with this cast.