See, they don't even know why they're not talking to me.  "You do the crime, you do the time."

cont.

It's okay if they do wanna be famous, but  not like that.  That's up to you to wanna see..

If my old friends were and will be or are rude to me does not seem to matter to anyone.  Maybe, they weren't really -my- friends, tho I liked them.  Seems attractive people are stuck up.  Not sure if they have friends.  "Blood is thicker than water."  I don't wanna see attacks on things I did in Orlando on the big screen every movie I see and be cursed at for talking to them too much.  I was in Orlando.  They didn't answer and say stop.  One did say stop once.  It didn't sound natural, tho.

Understatement: "Blood is thicker than water."

I just looked at the profiles of 2 old closer friends.  I find them judgmental with wishful thinking of exterminating my happiness.

Popular/Cool Kids

I remember when I was in my 1st year of junior hi, 6th grade, age 11/12, I was working the cotton candy stand for the 1st time I volunteered, like a grown-up, and I saw the most popular girl singing with a group of kids from performance school Beauty and the Beast.  I sorta made fun of it but not very outwardly, just like I was surprised.  I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, in Northeastern Florida, just under the major city.

Also, I did a cute science project on sustaining cut flowers.  My 2 best friends who USED to be my best friend won along with the most cool girl who just moved from LA maybe.


I must add that the 1st had honey hair and the 2nd had white hair.

I feel confronted.

I had this friend who acts like it's so overly obvious I gotta be in trouble for something, some thing I don't know, but she's nat (not.)  So, she joins up in life and goes on in life like nothing just happened and has kind parents.  She is with people and has friends, supposedly.