Strategy

I'll wait for other people to show off where they are from.

Places are important (to me.)

People were daunting to me my whole life.  You wonder why and the answer is just I'm a n*****.

Song

"It's My Life" by No Doubt

"caught in the crowd" all dreamy and romantic in life - not dreamy as in tired or sleepy..

So, I tried hard to make myself and myself in my environment good and good socially and exciting and right.  I didn't whine and complain.  Why am I suffering more now?  It's like people chickened out in morality.  Like, I'm good but I can like get upset to myself then you supposedly "nice" people all nod that I'm bad?  What do I have left to turn to?  The bad guys?

Growing Up

I'm listening to "It's My Life" by No Doubt.  I missed things like Barney and people my age were listening to them, a restricted band.  People depreciated them, even during school.

Popular/Cool Kids

I remember when I was in my 1st year of junior hi, 6th grade, age 11/12, I was working the cotton candy stand for the 1st time I volunteered, like a grown-up, and I saw the most popular girl singing with a group of kids from performance school Beauty and the Beast.  I sorta made fun of it but not very outwardly, just like I was surprised.  I lived in the nation's oldest continuing city, in Northeastern Florida, just under the major city.

Also, I did a cute science project on sustaining cut flowers.  My 2 best friends who USED to be my best friend won along with the most cool girl who just moved from LA maybe.


I must add that the 1st had honey hair and the 2nd had white hair.