Decisions

Since I almost died, I'm not going to Disney.. maybe later.

How did I almost die?  I was so worn and torn about my back and probably all the walking around Disney.  If I wait I get stronger, tho.  I build muscles from last time.  I was in bed for 12 hours on pain killers for my back.  I ate more than usual, and it stayed and pinched at my spine, which remained in injury.

OK OK

I just m********ed and couldn't pee with a big belly.

M***********

I discovered something.  You can do it more than once, and you think you only need to do it once.. but do it more and it could become addictive, like smoking and drinking.

Ellen was cool cuz she didn't mind being fat, but supposedly us younger people we were okay because we were safe to be skinny.  Someone is missing something.

Boys

They have more muscle and therefore more energy to do thinking work, like business.