Monday, February 23, 2015

Don't you guys have anything interesting to talk about?

IMDb - The Soapbox

The Oscars were better this year.

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I wanna host next year! Can anyone help?? 

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Maybe being perfect is unattainable.
Why won't the insinuated insults stop?
You shouldn't be weeweeing all over me.  Every little thing I do bothers you.
You all roll your eyes when we talk about how you're not like your parents, Baby Boomers.
I smell copy cats.  >^. .^<
Wow, guess the magic went, too.
I didn't ask to talk about this here.
I don't give a care about Californians showing off.  I'd like to see -what your race really is-.
They keep treating me like I'm some freak.  They wish.
Just ruin it for me.  You don't have a say in my life.
This is too long.  I might need to sleep but don't wanna.  May partially sleep.  In contacts..
Well, it's the big night, it's almost on!
drinking water to stay awake
You'll never make it if I didn't yet.
Sick.  I never said anyone had a say in my life.
I'm not gonna be the one who does not look good.
So, they've been fighting me.
I feel I was just trashed and framed and lied about.
I'm too old and tired to start watching awards.
The Oscars are crazy.  I may stick around.
Do you even appreciate LA or think it's shit.
You live life in the fast lane, I live life in the fast lane.
I hope I'm safe from people who are jealous of my looks.  You can tell they'd make me mad and I'd be right.  They were too lazy to present themselves.  That means they are just coasting by "with no rhyme or reason."
The Oscars look like fun this year, but I was just gonna watch Red Carpet.
Morally compared to others Ellen thinks I'm trash (sometimes no.)

I didn't like the Oscars last year.  Think they won't be good anymore.  Ellen is consciencious like shy about thinking she's the prettiest one.  I was excited today taking a walk wanting to look to see if she Tweeted yet.  Like, the Oscars didn't seem as big.  It was just about Ellen being consciencious insofar as she has cute hair and looks.  She wasn't very open and "there" for you.  I am sad and wish she had more fun.  Maybe, it wasn't a good time.  :(  It seems something could have been made right, but I don't know what it is.  Why won't the Oscars be good?  It was all about the sarcasm of someone though nice.. Helena Bonham Carter and Tim Burton, who split up being friends conveniently now.  It was about the liking of their young daughter.  It's like that aspect of people, what they think of them, ate everything up, the way the craze over Charlie and the Chocolate Factory did the world.  You'd point fingers at people my age, but it's the younger ones that abused that opportunity.  It's the opportunity to not take it over like they're the only ones who deserve that kind of stuff, even if we do it in our own version!
I already am ardent about good behavior.  I might go wayward.  Isn't that bipolar?

Would anyone want anything to do with me, anyway?  Why is that question so obvious?  Also, jeopardize my career?  Do cats deserve 9 lives?
Aw, did you think I got someone?  I'm sorry.

Robin McGraw - Facebook

A lotta people seem to have the same questions about the nature of another individual's personality.  That sounds a lot like being Chinese.  When will they ever learn?

The good news is it's 99% perspiration and 1% inspiration.

My dad seems to need me to be subdued to save his reputation.  He thinks I'm a Chinese girl with his Caucasian DNA embedded.  LOL.

My dad and aunt are about the same age apart as you and Dr. Phil.  About 1 month older.  The funny thing is my aunt has your same complexion: hair, eyes, skin.  I was heavily involved in other people around your age with similar complexions..

I'll be a shoulder for you to lean on.  I'm big and strong like Phil but still a growing girl.  I have a lotta muscle weight but a stress fat tummy.

I was just eating with my parents in the room busy, but I was hungry for a sammich.  I didn't get any veggies, this time, tho.

I hope my post was okay and informative. Thank you so much for sharing.

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White people are like toys and their mistakes are glorified.
Why do people think people born in the late 1950s are special?
You can't seem to get me outta the picture.
You think I've made a big statement and that I don't fit in the crowd.
What if it feels like someone has affected you without touching you????  I know what that is.

White Trash

Would it be untrue to say someone wasn't mean to me?  Why are these boys bothering me?  Other things, too.  No one gets about how annoying and unnecessary this is.

If you are offended by what I said funny you think I shouldn't be offended myself.

Also, why think I am white trash?
I want to see it come to an end.
What right does any dad have to speak of what they want for their child being incompetent themselves?  They will forget about the needs of the other person.
No one can care about how I'm like my mom.  Then, I can't be compared to my dad.
How is my dad bad?  You just have to find his button and hit it.  I don't have to do that tho.  If you wanna push me to do it, what about suffering yourself?
I don't need someone else famous to lean on.
Some people have nothing to say.  Sometimes.
Why are boys bothering me?  The ones I like don't.
How do you do something that would make me mad if someone did it normally and not really offer explanation??  Too busy.
I am trying to put a finger on the kinds of boys who expect me to talk to them but in a disappointed way.  They just mess with me, don't talk about anything, have no reserve like most guys with me.

New Audios of Me Singing

This one sounds good.



Dr. Phil - Facebook

It is important to branch out relationships.  I have a funny feeling there's no one out there for me who can keep me going and keep me impressed.  I try to act like a different generation.  I am interested in girls my age but not sexually.
I can't help you if you're dishonest.  Like if you lie about what you need if you need anything..
I know you're just scanning my thoughts and letting others live.
Well, if it ends well, then..
Why's your world so boring and meaningless for others?
I am not a servant of Ellen DeGeneres.
Oh, yea?  Well, what if I have a problem with what you do?  I don't go and tinkle on someone else's property.

It's supposed to be a joke not directed at someone in that way.  The denouement follows the 1st joke.  It's actually not a made-up joke altogether.  Sorry, if you found offense, still.  Not sure what else to say.
Why would one person deserve respect and not anyone else?  OK, so you know what should have come up.  You people in LA are bo-ring.  All you do it show off.  You don't fix any problems.
Do you m*********?  Some relationships aren't real relationships.  Some adults are still a child.
Bella's mom could be made up to be like Orla Fallon using race, but my mom can't cuz she's Chinese.  What I mean by made up is yes you can do something, and so can others, but I don't really believe it to be the same.  Who knows?  They might be forced to say it was in their pocket all along.

Look at the last picture of Bella..

She looks like she likes Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres better than Johnny Depp.  She looks better when she's not posing.

My Oscar Nominees

My designated friends resoluted for the Oscars this year are Bella Thorne and for her Orla Karron Fallon, a beautiful Irish singer with a French last name.

Orla Fallon




Bella Thorne (Latin American paternally and Italian and Irish maternally)

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Bella Thorne's dad may be a male like my dad and not exactly like her mom cuz she's a woman but it's something good that my dad doesn't have and she can be taken care of feeling good about things like that.  I do not feel good about being from my dad for the very reason.

I would not imply anything about her parents, but I'm saying they're better in some ways than mine.  They have differences, so this is something positive to think about that they already have going for them.
Why was the importance of my life taken when I was about 12 for the new babies that were born that generation, but you didn't see their life end at 12, neither, nor ever that they will.  Aha!  I gotchu now!

Saturday, February 21, 2015

New Makeover

The other is the one that says she's the only one and allowed to do more for being younger.
Being "it" must be a bad thing.

IMDb - The DUFF (2015)

Re: hope this becomes a huge cult/sleeper hit

Yes, the main character seemed to have a special spark. She was a good actor. The other was kinda shy.
I see that Bella Thorne is like I was and I'm supposedly trash.  Like, if someone attractive walks in, we look at Bella Thorne.  Everyone seems to ask why.  Well, I hope her being against me isn't fueling your supersized ego.  It would be mean of me to say.

IMDb - Johnny Depp

Re: I think the last movie was The Secret Window.

You know what I think it is? What I was trying to say the other day. I think it's.. life has changed so much and the culture has changed that when I see a Johnny Depp movie now, it doesn't have the same effect. I kinda miss the 90's and the early 2000's. I won't even mention how sacred the 80's were to me.

I'd like to see another movie like The Ninth Gate with him in it though. Or The Secret Window.

Re: I think the last movie was The Secret Window.

I agree. People all blame others for what they can do and probably what they can't really do.

We need things like before 2005 when Charlie and the Chocolate Factory came at us. We must march in to the dawn of a truly competent era, with all ages and sizes onboard!

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Dr. Phil - Facebook

Just jealous of kids from Florida? We all had the same homework. I agree not all of us were created there, tho. We can't control that, and I don't care much about it.

New Makeover of Me

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Race - NW Chinese

Robin McGraw - Facebook

  • Francine Stanley You are dressed like teenager, what's with that?
    Like · Reply · 1 · 2 hrs
  • Aya Olive Teenager nowadays don't dress like this, majority of them wear a lot less.
    Stop being so jealous.
    Like · 1 · 2 hrs
  • Lidia Alberto She is young in heart, what's wrong with the way she is dressed? If I had that body I would to at 56
    Like · 1 · 2 hrs
  • Kelleah Gossett St Claire Classic style is for every age group!!!! I'm in my late 40's....and I'd wear it in a heart beat!!!!
  • Christina Barrett I actually like flower patterned clothes.

    Robin McGraw - Facebook

  • Kerrie Foleni Stop doing stuff to ya face ya eyebrows are yuk and eyes..im n nz and so we see old episodes of doctor phil i dnt watch it all the time but when i did i was like nice face but to much work
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    Christina Barrett It is a bit overplayed. That's LA today.
    I just realized we all used to be skinny or attractive like Bella Thorne, so it's like watching our funeral, hope that phrase doesn't scare you nor imply anything negative.

    Robin McGraw - Facebook

    Red shoes used to be the radar of the 80s. I mean like popular but in a hidden way it seemed to me. I used to often wear a light blue dress with white lace and red shoes. There wasn't anything else that exciting to wear. I know that I was born too late to be a Generation X and too early to be a Millennial. Nice picture! :)

    Dr. Phil - Facebook

    response to fan

    I am my own person, as well. They think that of my cousin compared to my aunts.

    New Online Virtual Makeover of Me

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    Dr. Phil - Facebook

    I was inspired to rather than simply putting my possible future daughter in ballet that doing gymnastics was just as beneficial.  It teaches balance and physicality.  I wanted to start off a son in football and/or baseball but still am wondering if it'd be better to dance and sing like a girl.  I was not introduced to singing very very young, but I'm quite obsessed with it.  I missed some years of ballet, and people are in the disposition I can't even dance.  Sure, there are benefits, but I didn't chose to be who I wanted.  I mean, come on, wanting to sing at 5 is a young enough age for someone like me.  I was afraid of ballet cuz I thought I would not be a good gymnast.  I found that ballet is a strong source of exercise, however.  I was a hard-working ballerina and got big leg muscles from it, if it wasn't fat, which I don't believe it was.  These are just some thoughts I had about raising a kid, the things I had and the things I had not.  My parents were actually very encouraging to me in doing art, tho, even at age 2.  I started and I just kept going and gained the muscular strength.  I won 1st place in like all the coloring contests and some drawing ones.  I got to where I coul reproduce a detailed image easily when I tried at age 6.  I did a portrait of my mom that looked more becoming of her than she looked herself, like more details that spelled out who she was.  I don't think she liked it, tho.

    I was thinking of having my kids raised without an activity and just having fun, but even my cousin who was like that got into ice skating and some dance.  See, skating was very popular when I was young, but I didn't do it, tho I do have strong legs and good balance.  I think daycare is important just as an activity, as well.  I don't want to be a weird mom who goes everywhere with the kid only.  I don't plan on having kids anytime soon, tho.  I need to 1st better myself and become more a successful independent.

    I hope my post explains some of my thoughts on what's important in raising kids, things I haven't quite solved. :)

    What to do? What do I do?

    Back in bed, catch some eps of the Brady Bunch?

    I want to get my books early for college, but my financial aid has not even processed.  I'm waiting for my transcript to get mailed, too.
    You must be so full of yourself.  You think I'm bad and deserve to be mistreated.  You look for what you look for, and you find it: I'm bad.  People say I'm really good, so why the sudden change?  You're not allowed to do that.  So what if I thought my life was an experiment and was traumatized?  I flunked out of college.  That doesn't mean you can be mean to me.  Sure, I took care of my health still rather than studying all the time.  Whatever the case, I deserve to have the means to remain healthy.  I'm not a little bug to be squashed nor machine to be set up for labor.
    Even if the other % is different, I am still % of what I am % of, like 60% German, the other %40 who cares if it's Neanderthal..it's still 60% German.
    Just an excuse not to accept me so that you don't look bad.

    Ha ha ha

    I laugh at people who give in to the bad ones.
    So, these other people deserve a peaceful and fun-filled life?

    Do you find me..

    ..worthless?

    I'm sorry.

    Maybe you're not "from Florida," but I find the prejudice I face unbecoming because I am "from Florida."
    Some people, like in LA, find themselves at a dead end.  They just want people off their back so they can be alone but don't know how to say it.

    Worthless?

    People in Orlando keep trying to injure me to say I'm not all that.  Someone programmed the side of my head not to retract like before if I thought of something.

    IMDb - Johnny Depp

    Re: I think the last movie was The Secret Window.

    What was it .. .. .. .. Mortdecai. I almost became an extra in it. I hate catching movies of people like him and Bella Thorne. I like them but not the rest of the movie. 

    IMDb - Johnny Depp

    Re: What is the deal?

    Is there a reason they feel the same about Tim Burton? 
    There's black hair and there's hair with brown/color.
    Someone's relationship with others is so important but me no.

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    I edited the spelling of a tag in my last post.

    Epic Fail - Disney?

    They want more and more from these other people like Bella Thorne, Chloe Grace moretz.

    With me, I feel they don't care what I've done for them.

    IMDb - The DUFF

    Re: Was anyone else surprised to see who the hot girls were in this movi

    They seem to be very caring about Bella Thorne, the redhead. I can see them copy the culture of the generation prior which was fond with things like Pirates of the Caribbean. I think they are just copying and fabricating a truth that they can believe in. You know, 1st she was in that movie as a younger teen going on a vacation. Then, there was that other movie where she played the cool girl on the side as well. She was the cool girl on the side out in theaters 3 times in a row. People leave you asking for what you believe in with this 1 chic. When people get things they didn't earn over others, it makes others sad. She's like the next Johnny Depp to die for. I said a couple days ago Johnny Depp is like Dakota Fanning, satisfying yet not all-around celebrated (not totally accepted, despite how good they are.) Bella 1st introduces herself that she does not have to be considered better than everyone else. In the end, you're being made fun of by others concerning her or by her herself being told by others to do it. Whereas, before, things were just find for some of us in ways. People used to think I was a good person, but I feel overshadowed, like maybe I'm not really exciting, when that's not true. I must add one more thing. I forget. Maybe it was this.. When people think of me, the cool ones shrug me off racially. I feel that people think Johnny Depp is their spitting image, when that's actually depressing to fathom. In judging me, they often use Bella Thorne as their spitting image racially against me. She is used as a punishment tool to a 28-year-old to say I'm not that good. I don't know where the hatred for me comes from, but they are lying to say I ever expected or made them do anything for me. Lots of people do things for others. Why keep me on the radar like that? I just don't feel special, anymore. Bella Thorne stays thin because she's in Hollywood, and people are trying to coax her against me. It's not a sin to be fat, people, and I'm not that fat and can't seem to come to terms with myself physically. In Hollywood, your metabolism gets satisfied with the right foods. Bella does have a lot going for her, but I feel in some ways I have accomplished that, as well. I feel like I'm considered a retired senior citizen whose anticipation has led up to nothing. People are always so mean to me. Well, I hope that answers some of ya'll's questions. 
    You make fun of me for wanting just to play around but let others want.
    Do you wanna follow the road of a stated deceiver?
    What do you think of someone who manages to look okay and then do something for someone to say, "Look..I'm the one."

    The opportunity is probably spoonfed like to a pretty baby.

    Mindset

    "Christina gets something, I get treated for that, too."  I was humming a song and thought of some boys.

    Raging Inside

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    I am nice to people, too!

    What happens is they doll up Bella Thorne as the lovebug of all underdogs but who herself is always most definitely has to be .. on top.  Me, they say I need to submit more.  You know who Bella is, but do you know who I am?  None of this Floridian takeover, for Johnny Depp is from Florida, and that's an even bigger topic in some ways for a lotta people.
    I might not deserve some things yet, but I do deserve something, to at least earn happiness.
    I don't need to finish every thought in talking.