College

maybe just general studies for now?  :(

Each class is over 3 hours twice a week or online.

I feel like I'm completing my high school education.  After that, I'm free!

My New College

Each class is twice a week and over 3 hours long.  At least for 1/2 semester of science and 1 semester of math.

That'll be the summer.  Spring B I might be in 2 classes online.  2 is the minimum for financial aid.

What to do? What do I do?

Back in bed, catch some eps of the Brady Bunch?

I want to get my books early for college, but my financial aid has not even processed.  I'm waiting for my transcript to get mailed, too.

New Plans

Instead of Music Ed now, I will continue to "perform" and "work out" and do beginning adult gymnastics.  There is also intermediate/advanced.  I am on a waiting list.  I will do ballet in its place until when I feel a need to start.

My goal in my head was to perform for money and then go back and get a Doctorate of Music Education.  Sad thing is I am not finished with my Bachelor's.  I think I only got 1 year done.  Quickest I'd graduate disregarding general studies is possibly 2 years.  I was burning out.  Lotta people went there to waste money.  They disappeared soon after the school year began.  They looked cooler.  I guess their parents must have supported them.  I wonder if the way it wasn't so good socially is why I was told to leave, as well.

If I don't go back and can't get into Music Education, I dunno what I will do.  Also, it seems hard to have a baby while in school!  Especially with making money!!

I could always sell a video of me dancing or something and doing some gymnastics.  I have good form.  The dance is ballet.  The other goal is to make it in a famous movie.  I just don't know if I will lead in 1 way or the other, but now it seems like the other.  To major in Music Education when I have the money to party in college.  Or I might keep up performing?  Argh!  I need physical activity.  Maybe I need to stay on a break from college and use money to exercise.  I'll consider it a break, maybe.  I wrote a book and maybe will write more.  Maybe, I'll at least have pocket money.  I don't see a future in the performing arts.  Acting is a desperate field but also competitive.  I will work on getting in shape, maybe, and see if that's good.  I might want to stay in gymnastics, tho.  I'd be one of the oldest gymnasts.  This sounds like a good "project."  I really wanna do the gymnastics.  So, it'll be a break from college even more.  :(  I feel like I'm getting older.  Before, it was the other way around.  I was gonna miss out on the gymnastics/ballet.  I got so excited cuz there's a wait list I'm on now.  For now, also, I will go to Disney each week with my 2nd annual pass I've held since moving here 10 years ago and 9 years ago permanently.

So, to summarize, I was going to do Music Ed now.  I decided to do gymnastics and ballet, while I take a break from college.  It will be good for me.  I will do Music Ed later.  I may make money off selling something or getting in a movie, in which case I will have more money while in college.  I wanted to go to college with the money I'd make being famous.  I got excited when I was put on the beginning adult gymnastics wait list.  They also have intermediate/advanced.  :)