Saturday, February 21, 2015

Do you wanna follow the road of a stated deceiver?
What do you think of someone who manages to look okay and then do something for someone to say, "Look..I'm the one."

The opportunity is probably spoonfed like to a pretty baby.

Mindset

"Christina gets something, I get treated for that, too."  I was humming a song and thought of some boys.

Raging Inside

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I am nice to people, too!

What happens is they doll up Bella Thorne as the lovebug of all underdogs but who herself is always most definitely has to be .. on top.  Me, they say I need to submit more.  You know who Bella is, but do you know who I am?  None of this Floridian takeover, for Johnny Depp is from Florida, and that's an even bigger topic in some ways for a lotta people.
I might not deserve some things yet, but I do deserve something, to at least earn happiness.
I don't need to finish every thought in talking.

Friday, February 20, 2015

Dr. Phil - Facebook

We all support you! :D

That's "the road less taken."

A lotta people here don't like me and don't regret it. I'm quite the opposite when I find someone. I used to be someone.

Update

Race on sidebar, too.

Update - Twitter Profile

½ Chinese • Anglo/Irish • German • French • Dutch • ✡ • Native American
I sing on YouTube yet haven't made it big.
New Twitter

New Audio of Me Singing

I feel as though, reading a good book, a musical has already been "taken" or actually given.

IMDb - Johnny Depp

Re: What is the deal?

Well, he is who he is. He isn't as famous as he thinks. Who knows if he has special potential to be over others? Compare his success to the success of others. People don't respect Dakota Fanning, but she's a good actress.
So, didn't mean to fight anyone on my Problems Blog, but how would you feel if you were in my shoes?  If you were picked on and weren't allowed to speak but told you simply have to someone?  Did I?

I think this proves people are racist to me and just want to get ahead.  It's very funny, honestly, as well as probably very important.  It's just a simple topic I've come to terms with as a neutral topic to discuss on.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

In other words, you people are not always right.

Thursday, February 19, 2015

Dr. Phil - Facebook

response about young daughter being touched

If she liked the boys and they were cool it'd be better than if they aren't..

On the Phone With a Dr. Phil Show Producer

YouTube

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Kids are supposed to be in tune with life.  Too many kids wanna grow up too quickly.

Kids need to be with it.  Childhood only lasts so long.

It's their life, and they get caught up in the crowd.

Want to get in Pirates 5?

link - link in link
I know what it's all about, not success nor fame, but the teenager who signs onto the WorldWideWeb.

Edit

I tagged my last post: Social Net.

IMDb

It's so much safer.  People tend not to private message.  Facebook, you get the wrong people messaging you.

Ready for School if It Comes

I am done with my old computer and can move it somewhere else just to use to watch movies.  I'll have space to put my book by my tablet.

New Submission to Dr. Phil

Hi Dr. Phil Show! I made a website of all my problems for Dr. Phil Show: http://christinabarrett4.wix.com/drphil. Basically, I used to be treated with great respect, but in the past 10 years people have been acting like I was a bull. Thank you! Sincerely, Christina Barrett.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Lotta people seem to think it' a change of heart that is needed, attitude in general, like their addictive crimes are subdue-able.

Exercise

I did 10 minutes killer abs.  I also took a shower!

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Yup!  Worked up over the baby.  *does a little dance*  These ladies seem a bit harsh, in obvious ways.  It's a wonder they need such help.

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They're like babies, themselves, but at least they are mature enough to care.

Decisions

Since I almost died, I'm not going to Disney.. maybe later.

How did I almost die?  I was so worn and torn about my back and probably all the walking around Disney.  If I wait I get stronger, tho.  I build muscles from last time.  I was in bed for 12 hours on pain killers for my back.  I ate more than usual, and it stayed and pinched at my spine, which remained in injury.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

They all seem pretty self-satisfied.

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They probably have something with her.

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Family is traditionally boring.  If you don't like yours, take care of yourself and end it the right way.

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It's always about kids these days.  Lotta peple seem to marry in a haste.

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Life is a contest.

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Psychology and Biology online in March, short semester, 2 classes needed for assistance.

New: aid only granted for general studies.

I can't take private lessons w/o all the requirements for music, too.

2 New Submissions to Dr. Phil

2nd Followup

New Entry

Dr. Phil - Facebook

response to fan

Very good.  I don't think that medications and pills like vitamins are drugs, you know "over-the-counter."  I think the daughter does like her parents and the dad has basically abandoned her but is extremely "PO'd" and the restrictions nonetheless.  If he has drugs he'll be arrested I guess if ever checked in on and caught.  Maybe, they are worried he'll do bad things otherwise, too.  He probably practices "masturbation."  No one talks about being aroused and "getting orgasms," but they should.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I think that children need to "spend time" more away from their parents.

Allow me to brief you on what that encompasses.  I was always with my mom from an infant until my brother's birth at age 4 1/2 and in my 2nd year of Pre-K..  After that, I found time by myself with nothing in the house to do other than to wanna see "the baby."  It seemed life was all about "the other."  I had homework to learn, typing to do, and extracurricular lessons to take.  When I was in high school and people claimed to want me off their back, I started getting into things a developing young lady should, biding time alone and dragging on in various of school's work.  I was at a public high school and mostly before was almost always it seemed in Catholic schools.  I loved spending time outside and dreaming and doing arts/music/performing.  I even majored in music.  I was kicked out of my major of choice for being shy they said.  I ended up flunking 7 times and landed at home with parents who cannot get along with me yet claim they do.  I think most people are luckier than I was.  I'm stuck on pills that make me tired yet am planning to go back to a community college for now.  I can probably graduate in 2 years with 1 year under my belt.  I plan to get a doctorate in the end, as well as become a performer and/or researcher and wish to be famous.

I hope this post is informative if anyone was interested in me explaining what time away from home really is.

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I find that they think if I'm not their child that they don't have to like me as much as they would otherwise not being with children.  Many competent people bridge this with a leap of faith.  My extended family seems to have a private "agenda" with me.  My friends don't feel they have to talk to me like extened family stay with you.  Everyone seems to believe "blood is (already) thicker than water."

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It musta taken a lot to know that there is strife in conversation starting.  I have nowhere to go.  I mean I -got no friends-.  Base relationships or a "network" of relationships take your youth and time to build.

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

I just wanna wake up and hide.

Dr. Phil - Facbook

It's too bad people can't just turn on and off certain aspects of life gradually reaching that point as opposed to making up strategies that shouldn't have to be.  Everyone just fights and does illegal things.  I think drugs are not as addictive as sex/masturbation.  Masturbation is a real addiction.  Drugs, alcohol, not so much.  They already know there are rehab centers and ways to deal with these addictins.  How do you fix getting an orgasm, tho?  I hope it is okay I talked about this.  They relate to the topic, too.  You can't find a strategy out of masturbation, say depending on where you have to live and what it's liket there.  You might be facing addictions by the night.  If someone does drugs, they deserve to go to jail cuz it's illegal.  It means they are unfit as a parent.  If someone fights a lot does not mean they are not a mother.  If both parents did drugs, the disagreement would not exist in the 1st place because they both do it.  I hope this case found a happy resolution.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

response to fan

Dr. Phil thinks the good you do does good.  It does, but you have to keep it up, and it's not something most people do.

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I guess both parents need help.  The child will have to go to an orphanage.  The parents I guess will have to pay, but I dunno..  Just tell the police what the father did and he'll be arrested just for having the drugs.  If someone takes care of the child, tho, it would be the mother or after her stay at a place to shape her up, whatever that may be, rehab?  Not sure what else other than those retreat homes.  I guess the little girl could find a place to be sent, as well.  I think, in the end, the mother should have the daughter back.

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I am very sorry for my actions today.  Have fun with others who are ready to welcome your kindness.

I did have partially a good day but got so tired for some reason.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

The plot thickens, yet the excitement seems to be over.  They have yet to learn that life is 1% inspiration 99% "perspiration."  It's actually as simple as making a few positive -permanent- changes.

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I've behaved my way to success my whole life, but people just want to tell me I can't be anything because I have a boring, Chinese side.  I don't linger on these things.  I identify them and then go away and live it up, so to speak, with or without public attention there!

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I believe that the destination should be longer than the journey. :)

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The good you do is like keeping up the good work, like staying fit and exercising.  Part of that is getting up and doing more things for yourself..  Life.. 99% perspiration 1% inspiration.  I've had enough inspiration.  I have a life of perspiration.  I don't know what lies "at the end of the rainbow."  Also, exercise is 30 minutes a day of keeping your HBM at the high altitude of your age range.  That is what is required to live an honest, healthy life.  I did that thru running outside, running on an indoor track, running on an eliptical, or doing the tredmil.  Try and do it without food and you fail.

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People tend to know about me without having really been "friendly."  I've had boys I liked abandon me, whene everyone else used to find me very attractive and "above it all," tho I don't understand the veracity of that judgement.  And those boys are playing around whether or not they want me, some/one.  They don't talk to me.  I consider that stalking.  Following me but not talking to me like a person would.  We had some bad past, not sure if the memories are done.  The boys who talk to me in private who aren't like me but want me are getting more demanding and violent-seeming.  I feel my dad is stalking my mom but that other people are mean to him.  I mean, if I am bad, my dad privately beats at my mom..  This must have gone on for at least about 20 years.  I want them separate.  I swore it on the Johnny Depp board of IMDb.  I hope this post is helpful.  Stalking is a commmon term.  People, they are so self-righteous.  I think the girl on your show today was stalking that teacher.  Try to talk to her and see she does not open up yet begs your attention.

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on his wife's 5 lessons in marriage

That's wonderful!

Monday, February 16, 2015

I realize I am not a native of New Orleans by any factual means.  I am a native of Florida.
People are suggestive to me cuza how they're treated.
I feel like people are jumping from toe to toe around me taunting me that they're someone else.  What I said was I don't think I should be in trouble for if a curse word comes to mind by accident.  That's rather insulting after I've been insulted.  I guess I could try and not recognize them.  That's not what I was aiming for.  I should just go on and ignore this stuff.
I hope you're not rounding up all the people on my good side to go against me.

cont.

I mean sometimes it's appropriate, nothing to linger on.  I ain't listening to the people bothering attacking me during the day.  It's not like I had to write it down.
I don't give a bats*** about the language I chose to use.

On My Part

I believe I do have wayward thinking.  It's the thought police, too.

My Moral and Religious Creed

If some thought confuses you and puts you in strife, you're supposed to be understanding cuz it's not supposed to be like that.
Sometimes, I complain because I am deeply cut.
Decided Saturday.  Inspired.  :)
Want Music Ed now.  At a 2-year college.  Til a DME.  Instead of just an AA in General Studies like before for now.
Sorry @ this morning.  Do what you all want.
People are eager to know I get no.
You're still open for others to do what I want.

And to anyone I meant no offense.
It wasn't like this before.  Why be bad to me?  Don't threaten me for not listening to that which is unnatural, people.  I see you being sneaky and taking what I have.  And I see you being sneaky about the n word thing.  Saying that means something bad for me.  Why so big a deal just for me and when I was called not white and they wanted me to do it to them?
What is fueling this person to feel better over me and identify herself as me but whence I suffer?  I try to like totally ignore it/the person sometimes for whatever did things to me.

Quite a morning.  People driving by.
Why is Ellen DeGeneres more comfortable than me in going with the flow and being accepted for it?
Ever heard of "the single's bars?"  "Single's Bars" is in a song of All Dogs Go to Heaven..
See, they don't even know why they're not talking to me.  "You do the crime, you do the time."

cont.

It's okay if they do wanna be famous, but  not like that.  That's up to you to wanna see..
If my old friends were and will be or are rude to me does not seem to matter to anyone.  Maybe, they weren't really -my- friends, tho I liked them.  Seems attractive people are stuck up.  Not sure if they have friends.  "Blood is thicker than water."  I don't wanna see attacks on things I did in Orlando on the big screen every movie I see and be cursed at for talking to them too much.  I was in Orlando.  They didn't answer and say stop.  One did say stop once.  It didn't sound natural, tho.

Understatement: "Blood is thicker than water."
I just looked at the profiles of 2 old closer friends.  I find them judgmental with wishful thinking of exterminating my happiness.

Edit

I moved Facebook up on the side of the blog.
The world is not supposed to be at a standstill because I am not born in 1997 but, rather 1986.

New Photo Album of Me! ...Me! ..Me!

Facebook
I just m**********.  I don't like to do it cuz I did it once.

New Audio of Me Singing

New Twitter List

Impersonal Posters - Sarah Brightman

Crush

I've had a crush on the guy in Titanic, the bad guy, for awhile, must have been at least a year.

New Twitter List

link

2 people who post fluff

Sunday, February 15, 2015

Apology

I don't mean to go blaming people who are nice to me.  I didn't mean it in that way.  I went to go change what I wrote, but I know it's already out there.

We Are Called





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They expelled me from going to college, said if I step foot on that campus I will be arrested. I was taking theater from a teacher I liked, 3 classes in a row. She said I went to the bathroom too much and wanted me out. I called the police waiting with my therapist, and I was locked up in a mental hospital for a month.

This sounds like a good show! :)

TV

I will try to catch Ellen more but haven't been lately and probably can't tomorrow but hopefully the next day.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

My problems all come from secret messages like pounded or thrown at me.  I don't cause myself unusual problems - I am not one pathetic little individual.

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My problems won't stop from others, like my dad, Ellen DeGeneres, my dad's oldest sister, my dad's mom.

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I know, it's a key to a relationship of good exchanges.

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Some people say 16 and out, so no.  I just e-mailed at 18, no blog yet.  I feel I am behind in the world but you know not really.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Is there anyone here without any white blood?

I can't compare myself to others without white blood cuz I'm mixed and I can't prove anything about not having white blood or something like that. Hence, I don't know if Chinese is white. ðŸ˜¤ 
Why did people know I'd get in trouble?
having a lolly night

Ate

whole cooked. zucchini 3I

cont.

Of all the people in Titanic, he is strangely attractive in his actions and is English.

Saturday, February 14, 2015

Crush

I have a crush on past appearance of the bad guy in Titanic (1997.)

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: I don't want to age.

As I was jogging, I realized as the universe expands it is probably also compressing. There has to be another dimension. I have seen and heard things, magic or that which is not alive.

Sounds like it. 
People with dark hair have big noses.

TV

Titanic! Just started I see..

Robin McGraw - Facebook

Beautiful eyes. A lovely growing family of blondes. :)

Dr. Phil - Facebook

My posts tend to follow the base symptoms of the world. I post all day every day on Blogger it feels.
Everyone sees me and goes, "Mama, Mama, Mama!"
If I did everything I was supposed to, why am I in Hell on the popsicle pyramid?
I don't need to "hit that bass" when my reputation is all C's and above and my race = F.
I will not be told what to do by any older person.  That's just stupid.

IMDb - The Soapbox

What is Ben like?

What does he look like?

What does he do?

What is his personality? 
I meet these people via social media, and my dad takes it away.

IMDb - Ellen DeGeneres

Kids! What's the matter with kids?

If she chose not to have kids out of fear of the world or anyone for that matter, make sense? it's interesting the things she brings others to come to. I think she's too concerned about discipline when she doesn't practice it-like with kids or people who work for her in a more office-like setting.

She finds everyone in the world incompetent but cannot express exactly what her perfect world would be. What are all the things that would be in a world made by her and how would she be able to make something like that?

She is not better in every calculated way than every other individual in the world as though it's stupid not to be famous. I'm sure there are many people who would love some fame, in fact, but they can't seem to find it. They live with a network of relationships, but some don't because of bad schools and bad classmates.

As for her being so basic in her ideals in pleasurable ways to others and herself, lotta people see more in life than looking like a basic Barbie doll, typical blonde hair, attractive nose, and sparkly eyes. Round head, 2 ovals slitted for eyes, ya ya we know that. Isn't this her grounds for not trusting in the world and how we all think?

I'd like to say I'm more of a faithful citizen than other legends like her insofar as tho I also look very "symmetrical" I do not say everyone should be droids or something.

I'm saying, if she can't be trusted with kids, why do "kids" or teens rather wanna see her become President, for instance?? Would you like it in the same way if I did?

What place is she in her mindset to be racist to people like me who are 1/2 Chinese, like we "want" tackily? She revels in her mom's Ashkenazi Jewish last name like she's so different and yes she is very special in a good way.. but if she wallows in it, then she can't bring others to wallow with her cuz she chose to wallow rather than fit in. Get it? I'm not trying to be insulting, but you might figure it somewhere.. I'm not! How can she dictate along with others that Asians can't be treated as white? Or is it just me? I am more competent than most people in what I say and what I've just said. You would think it was all connotations of stupidity.

OK, I've said what I've said, and I mean no offense. Really, have a nice day! ðŸ˜ƒ Follow me on my blog and try to engage in it. The offensive part is because of things like that I care about her and maybe she would think I didn't or something. It's just I'm talking like what goes on in my thinking rather with the idea I'm not really being that negative. 
I would be welcomed warmly if I weren't 1/2 Chinese 1/2 white.  Like a nice smooth oh hi Josh Groban.
Some people don't understand the unfortunate.  "Why aren't you tall?  You're skinny, tho!"

Facebook Messaging

Friday 4:51pm
hello
15 hours ago
hi
12 hours ago
how are you dear
7 hours ago
hello christina
about an hour ago
gud u
am fine
and nice to meet you
hello
hello are u at work or sleeping
hello are u at work or sleeping
I'm preoccupied. What else do you have to say?? about anything.
All you boys are all the same.
One of the unfriended me when I was interested in getting back with him.
You all act like Johnny Depp.
Jittery and agitated.
hmm
please sweetheart
You're weird/
i believe that my instinct is what makes me who i am today
But you're not talking about anything and you keep buzzing at me and taking awhile to respond even that.
am know more a kid
Well, tell me when you have something to talk about.
trust me ,b=====by

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Just how popular?

Johnny Depp may appeal to kids.  With adults, it seems they all wanna prove they can be as good as he is.  Wondering how he gets around, exactly.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I sure am sorry for that guy for losing his dignity, but I still see him with dignity as a person because life is unfair.

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At that point of independence from life, I'd be in a job and I'd scrounge to make it thru.  I am gonna get an AA at a Community College in General Studies.  It will be a task riding a bus.

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Phil & Robin

Hip Hip Hurrah!  You're a #1 couple!

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20/20 Diet #1 Seller

I love the 1st 3 sections.  I am looking forward to going in and tackling the rest!  I have a feel I'm trying to follow a diet like it, already.  To me dieting is fasting.  I can't wait to see who gets to talk about it on your show.  I could use some detox.  I think it will take more than 20 days for my particular case.  xp

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Arguments need to be solved on a special blog to toss your life's problems at.  Relationships - it's too bad I don't have any.  I have ones I've made by going online but not seen IRL.  No one ever said I was a dependent and they were my parent and I can't say to a stranger, "Why are you looking at me?"

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(mental illness in a spouce not told earlier grounds for divorce?)

It's not something to get all uppity at - I was diagnosed and don't believe it and they just treat me like I don't matter and I'm not smart..

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There are places where you can go to to cure this, not like schizophrenia which you always will be labeled as by those you know.

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I feel the same way about having kids as you seem to be about grandkids - cute, smily, sorta coasting thru life with their best foot forward.  I noticed that in them.  You have #1 grandkids.  I believe they love you dearly and deeply.  You'r a lucky man!