Sunday, February 1, 2015
Who were the "teens" or "tweens" when you were a toddler/small child??
I guess it'd be 2 groups of people, I know females born around 1960 and maybe 1970. Men, you have those magiciany guys born maybe in between those times. You know, it's the snazzy aunt born around 1960 or the meditative youthful adult who seems to have been a teen when you were born.
Wow
The Ash Grove, every recording is good! It's a European folk song! That sounds likeable to Americans.
Understand Fighting
On Family Guy, they kept physically fighting. It seems like a sport. PLAY BA'KET BALL!
Dr. Phil?
..philosophizes in a $28 book all about what nutrition is/does and I can just have grain cereal for breakfast, a salad for lunch, and something from a health cookbook for dinner?
Disclaimer, that is part of what I eat. I do get hunger bursts and am trying to get taller.
Disclaimer, that is part of what I eat. I do get hunger bursts and am trying to get taller.
Good Idea
Don't eat that bacon in the morning. But I already prodded someone for their baking bacon. I mean, it can be good. I know my pills make me fat. Bacon tastes good when not cooked that much. I dunno.. There are also lotta bacon burgers out there....
My friend's mom said she could not believe there's a diet that lets you eat bacon. It was so the grapefruit has something to burn.
I could diet to doom's day, but why miss out on the grub? *looks around* What's it for? What happened to "Eat, drink, and be merry?" You picture like the next step past the stone age where you see kings and royalty eating loaves of bread and cups of wine.
I really don't know.. I mean if you took away my bacon but gave me cake, that wouldn't make any sense to me. I have juggled around "what" I give up at different times. For instance, I barely ever have soda these days. I don't buy a bag of cheese chips every week. "I don't eat candy" but sometimes. People think it's my race that makes me disgusting.
My friend's mom said she could not believe there's a diet that lets you eat bacon. It was so the grapefruit has something to burn.
I could diet to doom's day, but why miss out on the grub? *looks around* What's it for? What happened to "Eat, drink, and be merry?" You picture like the next step past the stone age where you see kings and royalty eating loaves of bread and cups of wine.
I really don't know.. I mean if you took away my bacon but gave me cake, that wouldn't make any sense to me. I have juggled around "what" I give up at different times. For instance, I barely ever have soda these days. I don't buy a bag of cheese chips every week. "I don't eat candy" but sometimes. People think it's my race that makes me disgusting.
The 20/20 Diet
Dr. Phil says food is not to be used for celebration nor like pleasure, only nutrition. I can reach in my sack and come up with a counter statement I believe that says you need fats, oils, and sweets to support your metabolism. I also find something funny because I actually live to eat. I do not understand because food that is nutritious does taste good, except weird things like peppers and big pieces of tomatos.
It seems life's romance is all about people like Ellen DeGeneres. Put it in fast mode! I was inspired. I read something. Her brother Vance was in a movie or something I think called "Crazy, Stupid, Love." Did you know the music sounds the same all at her ride at Disney Epcot, Space Mountain, and the Simpsons??
Facebook - Barb Barrett
You seem to be good at relaxing. You could teach my dad a thing or 2 around this house. LOL. Men seem more uppity than you'd think. My dad and friend's dad were gonna see who could eat more, and her mom was lke, "No, no." Men, always up to something.
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Wow, I could never do that, how sad. I can't be in this musical I like that requires roller skating. How do kids get up and do that? I have roller blades but don't like doing it on the sidewalk.
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Wow, I could never do that, how sad. I can't be in this musical I like that requires roller skating. How do kids get up and do that? I have roller blades but don't like doing it on the sidewalk.
Saturday, January 31, 2015
Story
for: anyone who is a good reader and can skim over this and is interested in the same kind of story I write over and over :D
There was a girl named Cindy Lou Whoo who was 15 years old. She had a best friend named Bella Yella and Chloe Grace. Cindy wore purple, Bella was in yella, and Chloe was in Green.
They walked on the grass by the clear water. They ran into a jolly ole fella named Phil Schmill. He was with 3 women, Roberta, Carla, and Tina.
Cindy, Bella, and Chloe all courtseyed. The adults said, "Rise." The girls were all 15.
Cindy stepped forward, "Will you be joining us on the sojourn and children's crusades?"
"Why, yes, dears," replied Roberta. Carla nodded, and Tina made a big smile.
Phil said, "Why, lovely, maidens, maidens fair, join us now for the county fair!"
The girls trotted off. Cindy had their money. They ate candy apples and then rode on the rides. They were looking for that one, that man in glorious attire. Finally, he came, a man of 20 named Petyr. He was in sparkling indigo and bowed low with a glow. Indigo children are young people I think who seem to have an indigo glow, "special" people like Autistics.
The next night, the girls were ready at the dock, and it was lovely. Cindy walked around in her Renaissance attire. She looked like a pirate's maiden cloaked in beauty. Younger girls came and played London Bridges in their boots and dresses of pink, green, and other marvelous shades. They waited this time by water at night, for the boat to come in.
Finally, it came in. The girls stepped on. On it already was a pirate named Jack Sparrah. He bowed low and greeted everyone. He struck up conversation with Cindy. He was probably 35.
Finally, the arrived at the destination. It was a tropical island. They set camp. They were there to collect fruit, study life, and sail off to yet other supposedly uncharted lands.
The next place was an island which was always night. They collected moon treasures.
Next, they came upon an island of aliens who were about to fly inta space.
Finally, they returned home, not much of a trip. They went back to buildings to live in. The 3 girls lived with other women in a big manor. shaped more like a castle.. They sat in their room and spoke, dreamed, whiled away the hours.
They went and sat on a bank with other younger girls. Cindy stared off into the distance keeping watch as they played. Chloe brought out the art supplies, and they tried recreating the scene.
They could stay there forever. However, they made a big caravan, much like the children's crusade, and off they went. Danger entered their land, so they went off. They ended up in a castle in a top room. They helped about the house with the children all cooped up then. It was as tho they were escaping from a war. The children grew older and left around age 11 to meet boys and be wed. There was 1 young girl who was 10 even. The 3 girls now about age 20 moved to Africa to learn about things there, met others traveling there, and learned so much about history/social studies. They were able to make friends with the savages and had fun being close. One little girl was so sweet and gave them a present of a craft of shells, like a display with shells hanging off the main section, which looked like a steeple. They gave her a hug and they looked at each other in assurance. They done some good now they think of it.
The End Again!
There was a girl named Cindy Lou Whoo who was 15 years old. She had a best friend named Bella Yella and Chloe Grace. Cindy wore purple, Bella was in yella, and Chloe was in Green.
They walked on the grass by the clear water. They ran into a jolly ole fella named Phil Schmill. He was with 3 women, Roberta, Carla, and Tina.
Cindy, Bella, and Chloe all courtseyed. The adults said, "Rise." The girls were all 15.
Cindy stepped forward, "Will you be joining us on the sojourn and children's crusades?"
"Why, yes, dears," replied Roberta. Carla nodded, and Tina made a big smile.
Phil said, "Why, lovely, maidens, maidens fair, join us now for the county fair!"
The girls trotted off. Cindy had their money. They ate candy apples and then rode on the rides. They were looking for that one, that man in glorious attire. Finally, he came, a man of 20 named Petyr. He was in sparkling indigo and bowed low with a glow. Indigo children are young people I think who seem to have an indigo glow, "special" people like Autistics.
The next night, the girls were ready at the dock, and it was lovely. Cindy walked around in her Renaissance attire. She looked like a pirate's maiden cloaked in beauty. Younger girls came and played London Bridges in their boots and dresses of pink, green, and other marvelous shades. They waited this time by water at night, for the boat to come in.
Finally, it came in. The girls stepped on. On it already was a pirate named Jack Sparrah. He bowed low and greeted everyone. He struck up conversation with Cindy. He was probably 35.
Finally, the arrived at the destination. It was a tropical island. They set camp. They were there to collect fruit, study life, and sail off to yet other supposedly uncharted lands.
The next place was an island which was always night. They collected moon treasures.
Next, they came upon an island of aliens who were about to fly inta space.
Finally, they returned home, not much of a trip. They went back to buildings to live in. The 3 girls lived with other women in a big manor. shaped more like a castle.. They sat in their room and spoke, dreamed, whiled away the hours.
They went and sat on a bank with other younger girls. Cindy stared off into the distance keeping watch as they played. Chloe brought out the art supplies, and they tried recreating the scene.
They could stay there forever. However, they made a big caravan, much like the children's crusade, and off they went. Danger entered their land, so they went off. They ended up in a castle in a top room. They helped about the house with the children all cooped up then. It was as tho they were escaping from a war. The children grew older and left around age 11 to meet boys and be wed. There was 1 young girl who was 10 even. The 3 girls now about age 20 moved to Africa to learn about things there, met others traveling there, and learned so much about history/social studies. They were able to make friends with the savages and had fun being close. One little girl was so sweet and gave them a present of a craft of shells, like a display with shells hanging off the main section, which looked like a steeple. They gave her a hug and they looked at each other in assurance. They done some good now they think of it.
The End Again!
Dr. Phil - Facebook
(response to fan)
My parents are mean to me, not me to them. I am like the parent.
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Is this just a post wherein "bad" poeple come up and say "hit your kids?"
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fan: To include the teenage years!!
me: LOL
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fan - just gave a presentation on this
(parents not caring about kids)
They think they are already good enough.
My parents are mean to me, not me to them. I am like the parent.
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Is this just a post wherein "bad" poeple come up and say "hit your kids?"
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fan: To include the teenage years!!
me: LOL
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fan - just gave a presentation on this
(parents not caring about kids)
They think they are already good enough.
"Piece of Me"
People in LA/CA must get really mad at "Floridians." Floridians unravel the truth but cannot come up with the wanted answer being so. People in LA/CA want the end result to be but can't find the pieces.
How will we fix this?
How will we fix this?
Dr. Phil - Facebook
(response to fan)
I don't really like most people, think they're just messed up. I was gonna leave, but I was told to stay and learn to care for myself. Yea, I wanted a kid so I could get a boy before they are all taken. Also, people put up tiny cameras and microphones in my room so they can watch and send annoying secret messages with little ticks. They control how things on my computer load, too. I feel it would be dangerous for me to be put in a situation where I am alone with that. I am stil catching up on rest and eating from college, too, and hope to make it as an actress to where I can support myself for now, at least. Otherwise, I should go back to college, at least get a bachelor's in what I did before or something like Communications, would make for a nice rising career..
I don't really like most people, think they're just messed up. I was gonna leave, but I was told to stay and learn to care for myself. Yea, I wanted a kid so I could get a boy before they are all taken. Also, people put up tiny cameras and microphones in my room so they can watch and send annoying secret messages with little ticks. They control how things on my computer load, too. I feel it would be dangerous for me to be put in a situation where I am alone with that. I am stil catching up on rest and eating from college, too, and hope to make it as an actress to where I can support myself for now, at least. Otherwise, I should go back to college, at least get a bachelor's in what I did before or something like Communications, would make for a nice rising career..
Getting Taller
So, I ate at the movies and later at night of course, and it got me taller! I felt a sense of life go back into me when I ate extra food. I did throw up some of it. I wanted more, too, of that kind of food.
Dr. Phil - Twitter
I used to look down all the time with everyone it seemed.
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My dad said the only mistake he made with me was he didn't give me enough support maybe. He informed me at 16.
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My dad said the only mistake he made with me was he didn't give me enough support maybe. He informed me at 16.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
My parents are mean to me now, and I'm 28. I actually do not end up rolling my eyes. Maybe, they got a little too close. What about all the people recently who had kids in their early 20s or before? I feel my parents "roll their eyes at me." If I get upset or think something the wrong way, at age 28 now, they will tick tick tick tick bothere me in my presence. They should not be in the lives of their kid after they are old enough to have left home or turned 18. The love is finished then, so why have them monitor your life then too? About the love, they don't think you're like a sweet 16-year-old, anymore. Maybe it's that Disney princess mentality and we know nothing other than that they are allowed to leave home by that age. If you mean before, I've almost rolled my eyes. It was interesting. I was able, because of my parents's proper rearing of me in this way, to not form a big habit of rolling my eyes. A lotta my life has been damaged by me looking down, however. I am sorry if I have a misunderstanding, but I find it an obstacle, it seems. I am pretty sure my parents feel so good about themselves because they are not heavily a mixed race like me. They seem to celebrate over me that they're better like that, but I still don't literally feel the love to be adament enough to roll my eyes even.
Other people, they seem to act like they roll their eyes a lot. It's not a nice habit. I do not listen to mean people.. who are in my life, but I mean I don't see myself roll my eyes.
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Parents gotta know their kid isn't better than the other kids, cuz the problems of life come when that's all that is hoped for with only 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration. It's interesting some kids level themselves out so well self-esteem-wise that they feel like they "are something" and can make even a controversial statement of their life in front of their parents. I come home, and like I said to one lady on here, I used to ask them about having no friends and they acted like I didn't deserve it and had no advice. I used to have friends, but we moved from Florida. I didn't always have good friends in where all we lived in Florida. I didn't feel washed up, tho. My dad said he did everything right to himself have helped raise me except "maybe I didn't give you enough support." I find that suggestive now I think of it. It's funny to me, too. My mom stopped touching me when I was 9, had quit gymnastics I know, don't know why, maybe not exciting when she does at that point with a little brother who wants attention, but still. I started not wanting my dad to touch me. My parents pretty much get dinner and things together and we eat and not much interaction took place. These days, they are all at it in secret message, now that I think of it. My mom was into helping me get into college after my dad or aunt had me placed in a mental hospital probably because I was secretly sad I lost my 4.0. She was at me like moms today are with their teens my last year and a half of college. She got me into an arts school and got me to host a foreign exchange student (3/4 French from Germany.) My mom got me off on the right foot, but for some reason I was kicked outta my major after a year in college. I didn't memorize my piece cuz they added Music History. They said it was for being shy, tho. This didn't happen to others. I am sorry if my post is not well put together. I am actually in a good mood from last night. So, I hope people have a good time with parents supporting kids. I hope my post is okay, see not many long responses yet. :) Guess this topic hit home.
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(response to fan)
I have a psychiatrist, but he's not successfully suportive. It's the opposite with me and health professionals. Glad yours is.
Other people, they seem to act like they roll their eyes a lot. It's not a nice habit. I do not listen to mean people.. who are in my life, but I mean I don't see myself roll my eyes.
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Parents gotta know their kid isn't better than the other kids, cuz the problems of life come when that's all that is hoped for with only 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration. It's interesting some kids level themselves out so well self-esteem-wise that they feel like they "are something" and can make even a controversial statement of their life in front of their parents. I come home, and like I said to one lady on here, I used to ask them about having no friends and they acted like I didn't deserve it and had no advice. I used to have friends, but we moved from Florida. I didn't always have good friends in where all we lived in Florida. I didn't feel washed up, tho. My dad said he did everything right to himself have helped raise me except "maybe I didn't give you enough support." I find that suggestive now I think of it. It's funny to me, too. My mom stopped touching me when I was 9, had quit gymnastics I know, don't know why, maybe not exciting when she does at that point with a little brother who wants attention, but still. I started not wanting my dad to touch me. My parents pretty much get dinner and things together and we eat and not much interaction took place. These days, they are all at it in secret message, now that I think of it. My mom was into helping me get into college after my dad or aunt had me placed in a mental hospital probably because I was secretly sad I lost my 4.0. She was at me like moms today are with their teens my last year and a half of college. She got me into an arts school and got me to host a foreign exchange student (3/4 French from Germany.) My mom got me off on the right foot, but for some reason I was kicked outta my major after a year in college. I didn't memorize my piece cuz they added Music History. They said it was for being shy, tho. This didn't happen to others. I am sorry if my post is not well put together. I am actually in a good mood from last night. So, I hope people have a good time with parents supporting kids. I hope my post is okay, see not many long responses yet. :) Guess this topic hit home.
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(response to fan)
I have a psychiatrist, but he's not successfully suportive. It's the opposite with me and health professionals. Glad yours is.
Could Not Stay Asleep
I watched about alien abductions with proof. They had little pieces of iron in their legs, like as a tracker. It gave off electromagnetic signals, I think. They were black on the outside with charcoal. One lady had proof of a star system before it was discovered by asking the aliens. They become somewhat unconscious and forget the experience in its totality, I guess like a baby.
So, I got up and threw up my salad and some of what I ate a the movies. I feel better as of now, not sure if I'll be on pain medicine but gotta look after my heart. I feel as though the medicines I take do this to me. I don't need them. They are psychotic partly. I hope I can fall into a nice sleep. On TV, 1 guy was from where my dad's dad was from, and it seemed familiar. I do not know that side. They live in Scranton but also Cleveland. (Scranton is in NE PA., Cleveland the top of the US at the bend of a lower Great Lake.)
Earlier in bed, there was a thumping behind my neck. I heard it like a drumbeat. I think it was for my spine, which is why I had to throw up. The foot was too tight around it. I feel better sitting up now. I don't feel too much pain but a sense of irritation to get up to make my spine feel better somehow. LOL.
So, I got up and threw up my salad and some of what I ate a the movies. I feel better as of now, not sure if I'll be on pain medicine but gotta look after my heart. I feel as though the medicines I take do this to me. I don't need them. They are psychotic partly. I hope I can fall into a nice sleep. On TV, 1 guy was from where my dad's dad was from, and it seemed familiar. I do not know that side. They live in Scranton but also Cleveland. (Scranton is in NE PA., Cleveland the top of the US at the bend of a lower Great Lake.)
Earlier in bed, there was a thumping behind my neck. I heard it like a drumbeat. I think it was for my spine, which is why I had to throw up. The foot was too tight around it. I feel better sitting up now. I don't feel too much pain but a sense of irritation to get up to make my spine feel better somehow. LOL.
God Save Me!
I saw a Progressive commercial of someone getting sentenced, that lady who looks like a nurse.
I said Sweeney Todd was not to satisfactoriality from the previews but could not say I was sick and couldn't make it to the theater. Turns out, I'd say something else. It seems to have caught on-
Well, now, it's all about the kids, and I support it in that way because I can and was a fan- (I'd turn the issues inside and out for months. The weird things that kept coming.. Hard to recall-)
I said Sweeney Todd was not to satisfactoriality from the previews but could not say I was sick and couldn't make it to the theater. Turns out, I'd say something else. It seems to have caught on-
Well, now, it's all about the kids, and I support it in that way because I can and was a fan- (I'd turn the issues inside and out for months. The weird things that kept coming.. Hard to recall-)
What People Normally Do With My Behavior
They let it slide cuz I'm so good, but I don't really do anything. That's just the air I get.
Cute
AI, Art Institutes. You go in there and you come out happy. You learn animation on the computer with technology.
Why is Ellen married?
Is it to give her something to do? She can still sleep with Portia even if she's not married! She'd still say yes.
Family Guy
They had a commercial about guns. They displayed Jesus and Moses using them to conquer the Romans. :| They said they thought guns were bad. Then, they said, no, only in the hands of dangerous minorities.
Recovery
On family guy, the mom said she's like a bald eagle, but if someone messes with one of their babies *beep*. Then, okay, cookies ready. I could never do that with what I got going for the likes of me.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
response to fan
My parents hated me for asking why I had no friends all the time when we left Florida.
My parents hated me for asking why I had no friends all the time when we left Florida.
(earlier) IMDb - Mortdecai (2015)
Re: Please let this be the final nail in Depp's coffin
Yes, what will we do with the Baby Boomers "retiring from life?"
IMDb - The Soapbox
Re: Teenagers are NOT children.
Some people seem to stay children in saved ways they got by making sacrifices.
Johnny Depp supposedly marrying Amber Heard
It's all very exciting for her, she sets a good example. What about the rest of his female fans? None of them have much to say online, it seems. I've tried.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
May I add, too, she is very attractive, like Johnny Depp, who I just caught in Mortdecai.
Statement
I know this mistake-sin thru and thru. Just because you say hey I made it I'm thin I'm alive that means I'm the best .. don't cut it, at - all. Esp. the hype over the amazement of that and nothing else. Ask a fat dude.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
Why do people blame everyone of another heritage about the stress of the world on their backs??
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I used to have such bitterness in myself for my friends who when our classes were split befriended one another and wouldn't talk to me, not even during PE when I'd see them sitting out. They're not from Florida. They still claimed they were my friend.
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I used to have such bitterness in myself for my friends who when our classes were split befriended one another and wouldn't talk to me, not even during PE when I'd see them sitting out. They're not from Florida. They still claimed they were my friend.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
She is kinda like me. I'm stuck at home. I would be dysfunctional in a classroom setting. I was kicked outta college 3 times and flunked out 7 times. I moved home because I loved my parents more than my classmates. They called the police on me twice and I got hospitalized in a mental institute. They give you medicine and are of harsh quality, not to my surprise tho. They thought I'd be in jail. I was just throwing things and screaming about being kicked outta theater.
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(I "see" this, things like this but in different "ways," all the time. It's simply of interest.. Different things, similar structure. To a greater feel that's funny.. many differences, tho.)
Attractive adult figures catering towards the other people in a sorta life-affecting way.
(I'm not saying anything is wrong with how this was dealt with. I guess I'm just the one to say. Disclaimer: I have no problems with anything on the show, tho, just noticing. Interesting thing for others to talk about. This will make a difference in your life, and it's bad not to say what you feel ever anyone.)
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(I "see" this, things like this but in different "ways," all the time. It's simply of interest.. Different things, similar structure. To a greater feel that's funny.. many differences, tho.)
Attractive adult figures catering towards the other people in a sorta life-affecting way.
(I'm not saying anything is wrong with how this was dealt with. I guess I'm just the one to say. Disclaimer: I have no problems with anything on the show, tho, just noticing. Interesting thing for others to talk about. This will make a difference in your life, and it's bad not to say what you feel ever anyone.)
Dr. Phil
The 16-year-old blonde featured in this show was one of the prettiest people I've seen. She yelled at her parents a lot when they came to tell or ask her about something, like they were mistaken. I remember one was about borrowing her dad's iPad. Dr. Phil was honestly openly captivated by her. Her parents also found her very beautiful. I can tell the girl loves her parents but deserves better than living in a room yelling when people talk to her simply. She has an older sister with dyed black hair and a younger sister with medium brown hair. The youngest one is so sweet and like my personal favorite. She just deals with things and learns to think positively. I think she learned it in school these days. It's like having a peek at a secret world! I'm interested to see what other people thought of this episode.
What I'm up To
I have a hair mask on for 20 minutes.
I did 10 minutes of level 1 "Killer Abs."
I won a stuffed animal from one of those machines with the claw that gets the stuffed animal if you do it right. It wasn't one that I wanted.
I saw Johnny Depp in Mortdecai. He did pretty good with this cast.
I did 10 minutes of level 1 "Killer Abs."
I won a stuffed animal from one of those machines with the claw that gets the stuffed animal if you do it right. It wasn't one that I wanted.
I saw Johnny Depp in Mortdecai. He did pretty good with this cast.
Friday, January 30, 2015
Dr. Phil - Submission to Be on the Show
People overreact to things I do socially, emotionally, and in the school world. I went from a childhood of being accepted to being told suggestive things about what I do and do not deserve, often because of being mixed race, Eurasian. I made a website presentation of it here:
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Gymnastics + Ballet
That's too much transportation for me.. might be fun to get a behind the scenes job at Macy's. Wonder how many hours I'd have to do, tho. I have to put my future somewhere. Trying to get in a movie, but I never get called back. Wonder if I will lose weight. I probably could. Might get bored when my Disney pass runs out. So, if they call me back from the wait list I'll have to say no for now. I'm always tired and hungry, anyway, so I have to give and take, too.
Schedule
I had to start watching Ellen today while on the computer. I was filling out a Disney visitor's quiz the whole time. It was slow loading.
Ellen
Jimmy Fallon! This was pretty great! He was definitely great. Ellen seems to have more self-confidence.
Cia? Great musical performance. There was a dancer in front. The people were all standing in boxes. I saw a light go on between Ellen and the dancer but looked away part of it. Cia will sing for..the Grammys? soon??
They had some people roll down and knock down bowling pins. It was so funny!
Ellen is a great person. I love what she tries to do for others.
Calling it a night.
I'm both craving and bloating right now. Not much of the food I want in this (here) house.
Dr. Phil
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I do pretty good for not hitting things now.
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(topics to be on the show)
not exactly, close but no cigar
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You know, I always wanted big hips. Since a small child..
I do pretty good for not hitting things now.
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(topics to be on the show)
not exactly, close but no cigar
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You know, I always wanted big hips. Since a small child..
Thursday, January 29, 2015
Work
So, I "went out and partied," but I want to focus on finishing my submission to Dr. Phil. A tweaky tweak here and there. I felt so bombarded with like things. I took a walk and listened to music and ate some.
New Plans
Instead of Music Ed now, I will continue to "perform" and "work out" and do beginning adult gymnastics. There is also intermediate/advanced. I am on a waiting list. I will do ballet in its place until when I feel a need to start.
My goal in my head was to perform for money and then go back and get a Doctorate of Music Education. Sad thing is I am not finished with my Bachelor's. I think I only got 1 year done. Quickest I'd graduate disregarding general studies is possibly 2 years. I was burning out. Lotta people went there to waste money. They disappeared soon after the school year began. They looked cooler. I guess their parents must have supported them. I wonder if the way it wasn't so good socially is why I was told to leave, as well.
If I don't go back and can't get into Music Education, I dunno what I will do. Also, it seems hard to have a baby while in school! Especially with making money!!
I could always sell a video of me dancing or something and doing some gymnastics. I have good form. The dance is ballet. The other goal is to make it in a famous movie. I just don't know if I will lead in 1 way or the other, but now it seems like the other. To major in Music Education when I have the money to party in college. Or I might keep up performing? Argh! I need physical activity. Maybe I need to stay on a break from college and use money to exercise. I'll consider it a break, maybe. I wrote a book and maybe will write more. Maybe, I'll at least have pocket money. I don't see a future in the performing arts. Acting is a desperate field but also competitive. I will work on getting in shape, maybe, and see if that's good. I might want to stay in gymnastics, tho. I'd be one of the oldest gymnasts. This sounds like a good "project." I really wanna do the gymnastics. So, it'll be a break from college even more. :( I feel like I'm getting older. Before, it was the other way around. I was gonna miss out on the gymnastics/ballet. I got so excited cuz there's a wait list I'm on now. For now, also, I will go to Disney each week with my 2nd annual pass I've held since moving here 10 years ago and 9 years ago permanently.
So, to summarize, I was going to do Music Ed now. I decided to do gymnastics and ballet, while I take a break from college. It will be good for me. I will do Music Ed later. I may make money off selling something or getting in a movie, in which case I will have more money while in college. I wanted to go to college with the money I'd make being famous. I got excited when I was put on the beginning adult gymnastics wait list. They also have intermediate/advanced. :)
My goal in my head was to perform for money and then go back and get a Doctorate of Music Education. Sad thing is I am not finished with my Bachelor's. I think I only got 1 year done. Quickest I'd graduate disregarding general studies is possibly 2 years. I was burning out. Lotta people went there to waste money. They disappeared soon after the school year began. They looked cooler. I guess their parents must have supported them. I wonder if the way it wasn't so good socially is why I was told to leave, as well.
If I don't go back and can't get into Music Education, I dunno what I will do. Also, it seems hard to have a baby while in school! Especially with making money!!
I could always sell a video of me dancing or something and doing some gymnastics. I have good form. The dance is ballet. The other goal is to make it in a famous movie. I just don't know if I will lead in 1 way or the other, but now it seems like the other. To major in Music Education when I have the money to party in college. Or I might keep up performing? Argh! I need physical activity. Maybe I need to stay on a break from college and use money to exercise. I'll consider it a break, maybe. I wrote a book and maybe will write more. Maybe, I'll at least have pocket money. I don't see a future in the performing arts. Acting is a desperate field but also competitive. I will work on getting in shape, maybe, and see if that's good. I might want to stay in gymnastics, tho. I'd be one of the oldest gymnasts. This sounds like a good "project." I really wanna do the gymnastics. So, it'll be a break from college even more. :( I feel like I'm getting older. Before, it was the other way around. I was gonna miss out on the gymnastics/ballet. I got so excited cuz there's a wait list I'm on now. For now, also, I will go to Disney each week with my 2nd annual pass I've held since moving here 10 years ago and 9 years ago permanently.
So, to summarize, I was going to do Music Ed now. I decided to do gymnastics and ballet, while I take a break from college. It will be good for me. I will do Music Ed later. I may make money off selling something or getting in a movie, in which case I will have more money while in college. I wanted to go to college with the money I'd make being famous. I got excited when I was put on the beginning adult gymnastics wait list. They also have intermediate/advanced. :)
Where I Am
I've done some work on my Dr. Phil submission. I guess I need to be ready like I'm already there. I wanna go to bed early, guess I got until midnight. Maybe, go celebrate with some cake and a leisurely walk.
Oh, and work, my meds are in the way. I need a degree to do something I love. I also submit myself to act periodically, as they take submissions.
Oh, and work, my meds are in the way. I need a degree to do something I love. I also submit myself to act periodically, as they take submissions.
This is amazing!
I wrote like a sentence worth for each huge paragraph of around 10. Now to skeletalize it even further like the diagrams that make it on the sho'.
What I'm up To
I am rewriting my letter to the Dr. Phil show so it's more to the point and arranged.
Something to Make Me Feel Special This Summer
30 hours in the kid's classroom for college education classes, each requiring 15.
I think it's Summer A and the kids will be there 4 weeks. 1 class is 3 1/2 hours a day 2 days a week. The other is online. Diversity is in the classroom.. They have that kinda thing everywhere.
I think it's Summer A and the kids will be there 4 weeks. 1 class is 3 1/2 hours a day 2 days a week. The other is online. Diversity is in the classroom.. They have that kinda thing everywhere.
How Things Are Going
I have been doing laundry, did the dishes, made a cake, made supper of chicken burgers, made a list for new ingredients for a meatloaf. No, I didn't shower cuz I wa gonna work out. Maybe, I should shower up.
Pathetic
I'm getting a laptop for $150. I have a breaking computer from viruses I think and a tablet with a keypad.
Dr. Phil - Twitter
I do have dreams of using a bong and hookah like the snake in Alice in Wonderland.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
When I posted on the Alice in Wonderland boards (flower) I learned how a bong and hookah (snake) worked by looking at various sites..
I am a good smoker. I smoked once so far. My mom watched then said to put it in a paper bag. I did suck it in 1 time, but the 2nd puff I did it how I'd like W/O inhaling, just in my mouth and I drew it back out..
I am a good smoker. I smoked once so far. My mom watched then said to put it in a paper bag. I did suck it in 1 time, but the 2nd puff I did it how I'd like W/O inhaling, just in my mouth and I drew it back out..
YouTube Comment
We Are Called
Wow! I sang this, on my YouTube. I used to play the melody and chords by ear. I still can. I like the real version better, tho. If I still had my piano and not just a keyboard from the flood, I'd play. You're so talented and that was played well!
Wow! I sang this, on my YouTube. I used to play the melody and chords by ear. I still can. I like the real version better, tho. If I still had my piano and not just a keyboard from the flood, I'd play. You're so talented and that was played well!
I feel confronted.
I had this friend who acts like it's so overly obvious I gotta be in trouble for something, some thing I don't know, but she's nat (not.) So, she joins up in life and goes on in life like nothing just happened and has kind parents. She is with people and has friends, supposedly.
Dr. Phil - Twitter
@DrPhil People have a habit of merely holding onto the past for different reasons. 😠They did it "in the day." They wanna create grudges.
— Christina Barrett (@Christina4333) January 29, 2015
Feeling Refreshed
I just had a nice salad (lettuce, carrots, green and black olives) with oil and a banana.
IMDb - The Soapbox
I'd be good at Music Ed. I have dreams to do ballet and singing, too, maybe moreso ballet. I sing alone. It's fun to sing in a group.
Dr. Phil
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Not to sound disrespectful.. but m dad's dad was an alcoholic and died prematurely. 2 close great aunts I rarely see died as long time smokers. Me, I have diabetes now, probably partly from misdiagnosed schizophrenia, the pills. It's hard to come by healthy snacking, and I struggle sometimes to be awake. My parents have kicked me out the house a number of times. I was kicked outta my college major at 19 and it's put my future on the line. I never drink, tho.
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Yes, does she need help with alcohol abuse? Does she need a job? Homeless shelter? I've stayed at a homeless shelter for 2 nights. My mom took me out during the day.. They don't want you there during the day. The food is good, of course.
--- Twitter ---
(reuniting with enstranged, "addicted" loved one, 1st step)
Setting boundaries, for me.
Not to sound disrespectful.. but m dad's dad was an alcoholic and died prematurely. 2 close great aunts I rarely see died as long time smokers. Me, I have diabetes now, probably partly from misdiagnosed schizophrenia, the pills. It's hard to come by healthy snacking, and I struggle sometimes to be awake. My parents have kicked me out the house a number of times. I was kicked outta my college major at 19 and it's put my future on the line. I never drink, tho.
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Yes, does she need help with alcohol abuse? Does she need a job? Homeless shelter? I've stayed at a homeless shelter for 2 nights. My mom took me out during the day.. They don't want you there during the day. The food is good, of course.
--- Twitter ---
(reuniting with enstranged, "addicted" loved one, 1st step)
Setting boundaries, for me.
My Morning So Far
I dreamed I was eating like Nestle or Nabisco cookies with M&M's in them. I woke up an had a disgusting cookie.
I had some GRITS while I made a cake and put away the dishes and washed some dishes. I had put in the laundry to dry and wash. I have at least 1 more full laundry load.
Cake is a bake'n. No more oil for my salad. :<
I had some GRITS while I made a cake and put away the dishes and washed some dishes. I had put in the laundry to dry and wash. I have at least 1 more full laundry load.
Cake is a bake'n. No more oil for my salad. :<
IMDb - The Soapbox
What career path is your life presently taken direction towards??
It seems I will be a music education genius who is in charge of the music world. I wanna sing but not be an opera singer. I wanna dance, but I want private ballet if I "make it" and am rich. I wanna be famous.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Are there 2 races or 3?
Whenever I see a full Asian poster/person, they seem to evaporate racially and float above me on the ladder of races.
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