Thursday, February 12, 2015

Dr. Phil - Facebook

flushing system of alcohol

That's cool, like the 20/20 Diet! It would help temporarily just like flushing out your eating system! A lotta work!

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flushing system of alcohol

That reminds me of how gymnasts and ballerinas eat.  Gymnasts tend to gain weight, and ballerinas tend to get cancer? or move on to grapic design as a career.  I was a gymnast as a kid but didn't go every day, but anyway I ate a lot after I had gone on this diet at 16-19.  I don't know where my system is, but it left me with a lotta addictions.

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Wait, "take it back" as in take back what you said or regain power?  I will make myself to take power over mistakes and silence myself.

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drinking score: 0%  I got 0%. A lot of those things apply were you to take out the word "drinking," but I don't drink.  I think I'm getting better at tempering my s** needs thru m..

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mother has son from "riches" to "rags" battling aloholism living in woods

He decided to do that to be cool.  It's probably not a flat out addiction.  Same with living in the woods.

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Phil's Valentine's to Robin

She is awesome!

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How precious!

(I thought of something interesting:

My family is divided. 3 people on my dad's side including himself studied psychology and my old best friend and another friend who roomed with another best friend. My mom was supportive of my hatred for "clinical psychology." I was taken to the counselor probably just for fun if you look at the big picture. No one would ever touch me. I could not understand it.

Anyway, to make my point my point, I don't trust psychologists at all.. I think if they saw someone like the child or grandchild of a celeb, they would blindly say they don't have a mental disorder whereas a "sheltered" "boy in a bubble" (girl in my case) Eurasian or biracial child .. isn't! And it is white, it's Chinese. People overlook me and pay more attention to those who are full Chinese. I even am Chinese Indonesian and have beautiful Chinese Indonesian "cousins" out there I get pictures of once in a blue moon..

I'm saying I don't trust psychologists because if they saw Dr. Phil's grandson, precious, the only reason he would not be diagnosed like I was would be because he's the grandson of a celeb. They wouldn't even analyze him on the start.

Why would they diagnose me? I'm precious, too!)

What kind of problems would they have? The fact that I'm closer to Dr. Phil than he is? (I'm sorry I said this, I guess it just processed like some kinda math. Does he want to be closer or is he already? Does he wanna get close to someone who's not related?) He's my #1. So what? My mom hates on me with a passion in secret message when she feels like it. My dad doesn't even think I'm white, obviously. They sneak out, like my mom, and live it up other ways..

Thank you for replying. I hope my post was okay and insightful. I did mention their grandson, but I just think he's so cute! *rubs noggin*
Who knows who's really #1 in Phil's life? Maybe he has more than 1. :3

I hope this post was okay, just complimenting and making related conversation.

What I Should Have Said

"Who is #1 is" not to imply who it was.  If I answer back, that will do, but what I said also seems informative, being that it's past.  I'm sure he has more than 1 #1.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Ow Ow Ow - I wonder if drinking is only for the privileged who can enjoy it with s**?  Just wondering.  Relying solely on drinking does not suffice.  I personaly am not comfortable with s** with a lotta guys, but sometimes I arouse myself.  I used to do it more, but I can't now for some reason.  I don't drink, neither.

OK OK

I just m********ed and couldn't pee with a big belly.

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Update

Race - ? 50% Chinese 40% Irish 10% German ?
Do you know about not feeling good to get more attention?

Robin McGraw - Facebook

Christina Barrett LOL so you're Dr. Phil's wife doing art, and I'm an artist publishing a psychology book!   
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Apology

I didn't mean to say I meant you as in singular when I said I wouldn't forgive for emotionally attacking me.  I don't wanna indicate who it is, not sure if I should.  I can say what I think is the right thing.  I didn't call anyone any names.  I was attacked.  I want to discuss things I don't forgive.  No one person supposedly full out did that deed.

Disclaimer

I guess it just came out, I am fine if Dr. Phil's #1's does not include me.  ;)  That's why it came out.  It's okay if it's not so.  But he's my #1.  I'll wait and see if I get a reply and answer, I guess.. you can see my Edits on there, too.  Also, they have 2 kids, so maybe they don't have 1 #1.  I was wondering if his grandson was his #1, but maybe that topic shouldn't be.  I dunno!  "I'm so confused!"

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Dr. Phil - Facebook

How precious!

(I thought of something interesting:

My family is divided.  3 people on my dad's side including himself studied psychology and my old best friend and another friend who roomed with another best friend.  My mom was supportive of my hatred for "clinical psychology."  I was taken to the counselor probably just for fun if you look at the big picture.  No one would ever touch me.  I could not understand it.

Anyway, to make my point my point, I don't trust psychologists at all..  I think if they saw someone like the child or grandchild of a celeb, they would blindly say they don't have a mental disorder whereas a "sheltered" "boy in a bubble" (girl in my case) Eurasian or biracial child .. isn't!  And it is white, it's Chinese.  People overlook me and pay more attention to those who are full Chinese.  I even am Chinese Indonesian and have beautiful Chinese Indonesian "cousins" out there I get pictures of once in a blue moon..

I'm saying I don't trust psychologists because if they saw Dr. Phil's grandson, precious, the only reason he would not be diagnosed like I was would be because he's the grandson of a celeb.  They wouldn't even analyze him on the start.

Why would they diagnose me?  I'm precious, too!)

What kind of problems would they have?  The fact that I'm closer to Dr. Phil than he is?  He's my #1.  So what?  My mom hates on me with a passion in secret message when she feels like it.  My dad doesn't even think I'm white, obviously.  They sneak out, like my mom, and live it up other ways..

Thank you for replying.  I hope my post was okay and insightful.  I did mention their grandson, but I just think he's so cute!  *rubs noggin*

Who knows who's really #1 in Phil's life?  Maybe he has more than 1.  :3

I hope this post was okay, just complimenting and making related conversation.
How can I love my mom when there's nothing there?  She's my #1, but I can switch gears and say Ellen was and Phil is.  I don't know how things will be later, but my mom is a kind of #1 and dad #2.

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  • Tammy Bowser Unless you have walked in the shoes of someone with MENTAL ILLNESS do not judge them!!! Get educated on the subject.
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  • Andrea Harris Because narcissism is a personality disorder.
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  • Christina Barrett Yea, Phil brought it up to get onto all the people who say it, not to say it out of nowhere but maybe.. People in LA seem possessed - I'm watching about aliens!

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response to bipolar fan

Other shizos don't connect to me. The psychiatrist thinks I need meds and said we could call it other things. They seemed careful to call it something simple..

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NFL doesn't really bother me.  I have problems with or without.

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I tagged the last post.
Why are you programming me to think bad people were good?
Imagine if you can never "have a bad day."
Some people are scared, like little mice.
You can't sit there and waste my time and tell me who to get close to and how.  In a way I don't like.  Why don't you do it?
I will not forgive you for this.  Saying because I got upset I can't have a relationship.

Problems Blog Entry
When I hit stuff, it's in my room when no one's there and someone did something to me.  I don't seem to do it much these days.  And boring in public, too.
You can't take away my coping skills.
What about when people suck up so they will get more attention than you?
What do you think of when people try to make you be bad?  Like, when it's something quick and deep?

I GUESS THAT MEANS ..  YOU WEREN'T REALLY .. THAT BAD!

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I kinda have no comment being Dr. Phil knows people misdiagnose.  It is my understanding a mental disorder is either A a chemical imbalance found starting in the brain or B a specific problem someone experiences in trying to think of pretty much easy or basic things.  I think that people who are struggling don't even necessarily have depression.

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Beauty is a wonderful thing.

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He is indeed a precious tyke! (A descendent of the McGraw's can't be seen as having any problems! Wish we were all like you. *hugs* But we're not.. anymore.) :) Lovely photograph!! :) (It's easy to "take a stand." :D) I'm sorry if this post is confusing, but it's all a compliment! This photo, "I take it as a compliment!" Thanks for your lovely smiles.

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response to fan

They want "the wall to come down."

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I get by saying I'm a "good girl" because I am nice.  I also don't ever drink alcohol but love its taste in food..

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Old Submissions to Dr. Phil

I added it to the bottom of the default site I've been turning in.

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February 11, 2015

Dear Dr. Phil Show,


I used to be incessantly called nothing but "shy, sweet, and smart."

My big question is why are like most of the people in the world so mean to me now when before I was "Miss Perfect" to everyone all the time?  This has gone on since I was 20, nearing 10 years ago.

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Several things made me start feeling guilty from others:

• Age 7/+: Forgetting to Write: I forgot to write my little girl cousin in Indonesia until I was over 18.

• Age 11: Joking Around: I said as a friendly joke, "Oh, no," to my dad when he came home because I didn't finish my homework.

• Age 16: My Grades Dropping: I lost an A in 1 subject in high school and was distracted by counselors during other classes wherein my grades then dropped.  I was hospitalized and temporarily given medicine for schizophrenia.

• Age 19: Kicked Out of My College Major: I was kicked out of my major in Music Education and singing lessons told I was too shy, at a prestigious school I chose to accept the scholarship from.

• Age 19-26: Flunked Out: Like flunked out with mostly medical withdrawals or was withdrawn from college 8 times. There were loud noises around me a lot of the time.

• Age 21+: Bullied Online: I was bullied online and punched a hole in my wall.

• Age 22: Store Cards: I used store cards my parents do not want to pay back using my allowance.

• Age 23: Online Fighting: I thought someone wanted me to call them the N word, and now the whole world knows..  It was Tim Burton's young daughter.

• Age 23: The Mental Hospital: I was called on 911 I think for throwing things but that didn't break and the police took me to the mental hospital for a month and another time for a month after being kicked outta school, when I had called the police while at my therapist with my parents after being kicked out.  I was kicked out supposedly for strange reasons like using the bathroom during too many classes and seeming to fall behind.

• Age 25: Noises Put in My Room: When I started watching Ellen DeGeneres on TV, I thought she put noises in my room to bother me and I cursed a lot about it, without anyone indicating specifically "to stop or else."  ..but now, she manipulates my life even more by like talking thru my parents and other people I see, giving opinionated messages about me.  Other people do this, too.

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Other Useful Information:

• Age 23+: My Period: My female period is unusually light and I got a small tumor under/on my pituitary gland below the brain which caused me to lose my period while on a mental health medicine.  The tumor stopped growing, tho, when I got off the medicine, tho my period is still unusually light and I feel more vacant.

• My Race: I am multiracial/biracial.  My mom is Chinese-Indonesian, and my dad is white American but unsure if I am probably 1/32 or less Native American indian because the records burned down supposedly.


Thank you so much!

Sincerely,
Christina Barrett

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February 11, 2015

Dear Dr. Phil Show,

I am not like that exactly, but I am consumed with the internet and my problems, which you would describe as mental disorder.  I spent a lot of time writing to Dr. Phil and posting purely about little Eurekas in the world of "mental disorder" or just hanging out online often onto things of this nature, problems in my life, where people keep acting like I'm bad and have mental issues.  I have a default submission I like to submit to Dr. Phil: http://christinabarrett4.wix.com/drphil.  You can check out my blog @ http://www.christinabarrett.com.  It's mostly psychological Eurekas..

Thank you so much!

Sincerely,
Christina Barrett

Racial Discrimination

How can you be the only person allowed to make a point just because certain people give you racial discrimination?  Other people also experience racial discrimination.

I know I forgot to post this.

My parents still hate me, even if I was diagnosed for mental health pills. Some people said it was due to a chemical imbalance in my brain, but they didn't test for it in a brain scan. Ask yourself this, does the paarent make loud, annoying noises? Not just does the Sweet 16 or 17 slam the door harder sometimes maybe for character but not so loud that it breaks. If the parent is looking to change, it looks like guilt. About the fine print of avoiding others for awhile, that's hard to believe that a child is frustrated tho does not do illegal things like drugs that they need to be pinned down rather than "confront" others. That's like the bad old habit rehashed about "hiding from your problem." It could be a faulty statement feeling-wise and judged so. It is like an oath of submission to blame your bad parenting skills on a mental illness your child does not have. It would be acquired from your bad parenting, even if so. I don't care about family unity. They all have children of their own and tender to them, instead of to you, in the end. We should open up to the world. That's "what" really tends to take place. Unite as a community. That's the messages parents feed off of. Why did this article go backwards and say to involve guidance counselors and such in the students's life, especially teachers? I had that happen to me just for 1 grade in a hard class dropping and me looking more mellow or private those days. That ruined my life. I just felt opened up and things began to have a snowball effect. If the child is seen as drawing away in the age of like 16 or 19 is the sign they deserve more freedom not more holding them back!

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response to fan

He could call himself Dr. Phil even if he had different degrees! It's an endearing term..

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response to fan

Why do people hang over the term narcisstic, lotta people online.

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response to fan

He has to "be" popular. He can't just say something someone doesn't like and think they'll come back begging for his attention..
Sometimes, people have something to say, but it is of no meaning.  They need to wait and think of a good idea.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

response to fan

The recent episodes and cases have been rather mellow and ballistic.  Sometimes, it seems, people just want to inject a message into your life but really have nothing to say.  I'm in that situation.  Like pressing a button just because you're bored.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

on a lady who hired someone to try to strangle her, probably for the drama

People in Orlando strike a common vein.

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cont. topic

I guess she wanted to pretend she'd be strangled to rile up something within family.

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My goal so far is to take math at a community college in the summer.

(Thinking thru My Goals: My goal so far is to take math at a community college in the summer.  I'm excited about math again the next semester I guess.  Maybe the next 2 semesters can be science.  I've set a lotta goals having to do with college.  I took high school as it came.  I didn't know which school I'd be going to weeks before starting high school and even during the summer before college.  On my goal as school, it sounds like a monotonous drone of slavework that I am trying to complete to have my General Studies AA complete..  After this, I have English 2 and Speech/Communications.. probably a History course and hopefully have finished some of the Humanities.  I could even make it a goal to take honors classes when available.  I did want to graduate with honors.  Interesting??)

What Making Goals Can Do: It makes other things pop up, other concerns to improve and ruling out problems.  Goals can be snatched from you, even at the chance of once in your lifetime a kind of fruition.

What I Regret: I was not mature enough to realize it was my repsonsibility to stay in school, despite what I was told.  I could have taken a bus from home.

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

I wanted to know why people want me to be mad about things.  I'm not.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I think a lot of people would really care about this, but I think people do this in desperation.

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Too bad they tend to ignore me.

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Obviously, they live to stand up for themselves to others.

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Sometimes, there is a higher power than roping off the definition of what an individual is.  I just don't feel that exciting, damaged.

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cyber bullying quiz

49, a high score

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show on Wednesday about sister, like hiring a poor man to strangle

Sad.
I do love people with long noses, but it being the only acceptable thing like fair features I feel I was cheated out.  It has become easily typicle for Eurasians to possess long noses but many look Asian.

Dr. Phil

What if the girl is in more trouble for loitering?  She is white and should not feel pain of racism to mess up her actions.  I don't even know why she was unconscious to begin with.  I'm sure there's something hanging up there, tho, I can feel it.  I wonder who influenced that boy.  I don't believe him, tho, neither, in that he was too drunk to control hisself cuz it was too premeditated, like they said about the murderer on 48 Hours who strangled the girl he was with.

That rings a bell, the girl wasn't protecting herself, it seems.

I'm just so upset about the sentence.  This thought appeared for some reason, and I don't drink.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Why do adults feel more sorry for the bad kids? What about good kids like me who had to fight to be able to enjoy attention?  We have problems, too.  If you think long and hard about it you'd find that everyone is either a yappity yap about saying people deserve to be hurt/punished or themselves indulge in bad things such as racism.  I think Dr. Phil grew up when white people lived with racial acceptance served on their plate if they were white.  Some white people are afraid to admit everyone has something to offer that they feed off of and that mixed people can be very "white."  I think mixed people are all bitter about what happened to them.  I'd know.  I've met/seen them online enough to know.  I guess my blog and posts online are like a talk show of my own moderation.  I just wanted to support your comment and hope this one was good with diversity/anti-racism.

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to fan (thinking about life sentence for rape..)

 I'm gonna go ahead and say he didn't kill her and this is bad stuff.

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I hope Dr. Phil didn't do it.  (The sentence.)  The boy probably got life sentence for saying he didn't recall, so he might do it again.

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But Dr. Phil himself is afraid of some things.  People are afraid to help people who claim to be emotionally abused.  It's not all about rape and the rest is okay.

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  • JoeandTonya Love How about a show on health related anxiety? Its debilitating for a lot of people.I suffer from it. I'm working on myself and am off of anxiety meds now. Its a daily struggle.
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  • Sandi Kosobucki Dr Phil was so over the top. Yes this kid is bad and yes he's in jail..So this guy put him on trial again. ..Why?, he's never getting out of jail...
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    • Christina Barrett What about all the other people with lesser sentences? A young couple, the girl gave the car keys to the guy, got 30 to 40 years in prison for drunk driving and I think they killed someone by accident. I think this guy was conscious when he did the rape. It was too meditated. Strange how that is. Yes, they were white and from somewhere in the South or Midwest, I think.
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  • Meghan Vaughan Agree with everything except #1...women can have careers, then children, then careers. Your children are your career!
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