Monday, March 9, 2015

What did I do to help my environment?

Dr. Phil - Facebook

(7 year old fascinated with knives)

I too am fascinated.
I got my 23andMe gene testing in the mail.  I think I'll know the answer in lik 3-4 weeks, like the end of March or beginning of April.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

He should divorce her.  I can see him swinging back and forth like a vulture as it sits and waits for its prey.  Nothing else seems to be happening with his story.

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(any OCD?)

No.  My dad wants me to feel bad about myself all the time, but that's no news these days.

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I have anxiety disorder, but I think they think now I have s--- disorder cuz that's how all the psychologists/psychiatrists in Orlando treat me.  Psychologists/psychiatrists came in all friendly to gain trust by calling it anxiety, which itself is a selfish suggestion to suggest to someone as a stranger and not in a doctorly way.

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(the OCD brain)

Wow, that was interesting!  If the medicines simply make you tired, maybe you have a problem.

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People often express hatred towards shy and even plain introverted people who are still young or of a different generation.  You could get misdiagnosed if you claimed to be bullied, as well, saying the world is against you because often a lotta people hate certain marked individuals once they catch on to their social situation.  It could also be saying if you're fat if you're not Caucasian.. even if not chronically.

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(Robin on TV)

She has her ducks in a row! :)

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My dad is d----ly antsy in private with us.

Edit

On the long submission to Dr. Phil, I said the k***ings were unknown and possibly aliens from TV.

Nite

Hope for a better day and solving my intellectual and emotional problems.
Pheed

New Idea

I may work on the CD of Christine's parts from The Phantom of the Opera instead of modeling.  It better be ready!

Sunday, March 8, 2015

cont.

Save it for warnings to other people.

Bye Bye to Facebook

I just don't like it.

Productive Day

Cleaning my room and washing and drying clothes and later bedding.

I might move my old computer which is virus-ed out or something else maybe now.. so I can do exercise videos but using my tablet as a computer now.  I'll have room on the table for if I go to school and get homework or just wanna read there or do art.

My room isn't perfect but looking much cleaner.
I'm signing  up for modeling.  I need the price.  It's for adults 3 hours once a week for 9 weeks.  It's May/June/July.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Feisty. Thanks for cleaning this up.

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I thought I'd be smart, but schools don't all teach that.

Robin McGraw - Facebook

Yes, we are all blank slates who form identities.

Robin McGraw - Facebook

I want life to be like before people started bullying me in secret.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

My life isn't all the pleasurable.

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Women are pretty.

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I have on purple socks!

Dreams

I dreamed I was dressed for ballet class in mostly pink.  I was like a dog and needed to pee.  I finally woke up and did.  Of course, it affect my unirnal system.  At the doctor, he wanted to watch my liver, but I use the restroom a lot.

There was a lot more I don't remember.
Had an okay night and calmed down a great deal.  Looking forward to figuring out exactly what to do with my life.
NetLog/Twoo
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