Tuesday, March 3, 2015

Maybe that's why you still go to church.
You sure don't know anything about Jesus.
I hope you truly find your happiness in the clothes you chose to wear.

Do you think..

..I am spoiled earning attention when you're the one who's famous?  This is getting a bit uptight.  I don't wanna see my parents sometimes.

Monday, March 2, 2015

Emergencies happen with those you love.

Boy

You think you're better cuz you're famous..
We're all on our own ticking clock and always have been-

I knew as a baby what younger babies's dreams would be.  I had that look that they make the peak of their maturity when I was an infant/baby.
Are you telling me you'd rather look more Oriental Asian?

OK, this isn't for everyone..

Why have someone give their life and follow me and rub in that they're closer than me to anyone I like, whereas we'd be smooth sailing without them?  I wouldn't really get close like that, anyway, I hope.  Do you know what I'm saying?  The only problem is that anger against me was involved 1st.  I don't want my fortress for counteractions to fall, so-to-speak.
A relationship is important compared to other things.  That that relationship is safe is the other..

Mrs. McGraw, help!

I think Dr. Phil is mad at me, but I love the show!  What did I do?  How do I fix my problems?
Why would you be nicer to bad people?

Dr. Phil - Facebook

If I got on the show, we'd be discussing the psychology of how I feel about 18 and out.
I thought you was a Christian.

Do you believe at all in .. solitary confinement?
Ousting me is not the one answer to all your problems.  There's always room for all who want and were something.

Facebook

Looks like a happy family. I wonder why you didn't like Florida yet still live here. I tried to move to Miami, but I have to be more self-sufficient. I made a home here for 10 years, but in other ways I find it vicious. It might be a money thing. Anyway, nice pictures. Thank you so much fof sharing!  [speedboat]
Can you explain why my actions are not genuine conveniently cuz you found my race????

So..

..it's fine if you slowly slide me off the cake knife.

Not that I think you should wait if that's how it is.  I dunno.
You just don't like me.  I get in trouble so easily.

When I say you don't like me, I mean 1 thing, that I'm not good enough, not some weird reason like maybe "I don't get any attention"/enough attention.
OK I wanna know why things aren't like before?  I want a fair shot..
Sounds like something you'd say.
I just thought the topic was something you'd wanna talk about yourself, so you can thank me in making the decision.
I guess we all smile at others's misfortunes.  What an inappropriate related issue.
I want you to be on top, else I have nothing to make fun of.
That wearing glasses and beards and stomachaches is an insult to me.
So why am I threatened to lose my relationships?
So can you forgive a mishap?

Tho I did get really angry?  WHY DO POEPLE DO THAT NOW!!!!

We say goodbye

every day.

Why am I always the scapegoat

when it comes to race?

Being Pretty

I make a lotta efforts to look white, while others do nothing.

Now that

last post is something we all need to live by.  I can see people both smiling and crying for me.  Now, imagine yours.

Are you such a baby that you need me to do it for you?  Notice how my life really does not go any deeper than that in any way.  It might go deep like yours in some ways.  Bad news is everyone has individual strengths.

You don't want

me to smile at your f*******.

On the outside I'm doing everything I'm supposed to and assuming it's the success of my inside.

I literally blew it for me.

Well, I felt deeply a cutting message.  I don't think, I know, it no joke.

I have to say I have life/d**** anger that needs to come out and be dealt with.

I don't wanna be the only one in the world out with others all having their chance.

I don't wanna pretend I don't have something.  I don't even know what I have.

Did you notice most people have been kept away form living yet do not need to convey their emotions of jealousy?
You look down on me like I don't know where I am?
In the game of life, I know that a lotta people are ripping me off against others.  Say, someone wound up with someone prestigious like Johnny Depp.  This person would be looking at someone else thinking Johnny Depp should be easy to get, anyway.  Does that sound a bit weird of thinking?

Supposedly, I'm happy to be me.  There are other more white people.  They get accepted by like Tim Burton in a snap.  Me, my life gets totaled.  What do you have to say about that?

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Has your show become a lie detector test? Oh dear! I love it, tho. [sunglasses emote] Carry on.

Hey, Dr. Phil!

suicidal dilemma - wallpaper by iqbalbaskara

link (enlarging available)

Mood

I need to change my mood forever.

"I'm scared.. ..Help me!"

Really or no?

Anyway, so there's a lotta pressure.  I can't think of another highly celebrated brunette my age.  It's like I'm another blonde in disguise..

I can feel for the suicide hints.
Are you trying to get me in trouble?  I guess other people disapprove of you being nice to me.
You know what I don't need hands down?  Hurting to make sure that it doesn't happen naturally.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I guess kids always care about their mom.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

(is cheating ever okay, even if they cheated on you)

I guess it's not justified to the other person. Different POVs (points of view.)

Robin McGraw - Facebook

(most inspiraitonal woman)

I dunno, who wouldn't say the most insprational type could be Ellen DeGeneres, tho she is a bit withheld, so.
You all idealize that one blonde girl with curls and blue eyes so much that you say if an Asian isn't it Asians aren't people, but they are people and you're jealous of them!  Orlando and LA are dysfunctional i this way.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

This family is a bunch of lies.  They just want pity.  I can't believe they give a care to play dishonest.  They should make sure the house stays in shape.
You're not exactly all smiles yourself.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I thought we had established that I was a good guy, when comparing me to my family.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Doctor on Demand - talk to psychologists online

I used to go to a free line or so that answered, but they seemed to want me to leave.  Once, I was directed to a place for sexual abuse, tho I've never had sex with someone.  It's too bad I don't have a webcam now.  I've had 2 that broke.  I just use a tablet, and the camera won't sem to face me.  I don't feel like talking holding up my phone, too.  I'm saing for a computer, maybe for my birthday in May.  I understand DOD has a fee, as well.  It looks like a good idea, espsecially for crisises.

Schedule

I'm busy this week.  :(  Hope to catch some of Ellen.  I feel tired.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I say time apart heals wounds and rekindles a fire of interest.  Maybe, more time off is sparked an interest, as well.

New Pinterest ID

https://www.pinterest.com/ChristinaB1986/

Schedule

I didn't watch Ellen all last week, missed Thursday and Friday I know.  I guess you can't count on me to always watch it as of now.  Maybe, if I wasn't on medicine I could.

Schedule

I might be in ballet AND on a loan at school online.
Why are you fighting if I have no reason to fight?
Why can't I have something I earned?  It might seem cut out as something someone could take.  There's no reason to fight.  There's enough for all.  You can get specific in ways that aren't nice and don't solve problems if they do exist.
You think I never tried/wanted to be famous in movies?  Does that exclude me from the elites?  It's just a prize you won, like being accepted at Harvard or invited to Cambridge/Oxford.  I didn't make it.

a ha ha ha (You think I never tried/wanted to be famous in movies?)
Why does everyone act like they "found me out?"

Dr. Phil - Facebook

(divorce - 6 kids, 19 years together)

Like my family, we were peaceful, but it was just time.  The world tore us apart.  It was because of how bad the world was.

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So, the guy thinks the girl is a bit off her rocker but loves her..  He looks much older than her or more mature.  Their daughter seems okay for a mixed

heritage couple.

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The best gift you can give to a child 18+ is independence.

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People tend to hold off themselves all for 1 perfect someone.
Nite!

Sunday, March 1, 2015

It's rude to come out and tell someone you don't wanna talk to them anymore cuza something about their heritage.
You know what.. I was just in New Orleans!
I think you're using me for pity.

Now, there there.

No one is the punching bag.  Make one of me.  I wouldn't care.
Do I need to tie up a T-shirt for a top with your name printed on it?
I want you, punching bag!!

Robin McGraw - Facebook

(new Facebook cover)

You seem to put your time to good use. A bit lavish of a Gramma you are. :)
You know what's up for the movies, now?  People born when computers became popular.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

[granddaughter]

Wow, I think she'll get the same reviews as me if not hopefully better~

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Wow Great Family :)

I wish I could be a babysitter! I've offered 2 other young girls this. Ashley Barrett and another one who happens to live here now I know from New Orleans..

[red balloon] ("Ninety-Nine Red Ballons!")

Edit

I blurted out a curse word.

I've decided to treat everyone equally.

•I can see someone sorta rotting in the stink of bad young people (making themselves like one) and s****ing on me in the process, like they can't help it.
•Did you find anything offensive about this?  My point is that young people are filth or a lot of them can really be.  People are nice to them cuz it's easy to look good against them.  Like, if you tried to make me better that'd be a harder task than telling someone to be nice in general, something anyone can easily do.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

•When people are left out of the fun, they tend to gain weight.
•A problem that is out of anyone's control is something like race/ethnicity, being racist.

•I don't go with just any boy. I see a lotta cute ones I desire who don't talk to me. I have no idea why people say just get a boy when you know the boys you like never talk to you. I will never go with a boy who's any less than what I desire, just because.

•Some people just want someone to be a parental mentor or older love buddy and not an equal partner.
•Even if some girls date older, they don't live that way necessarily, don't live like the boy is a parent.

[heart with arrow]
I don't even care if you're mad at me and just getting at me.

BTW, are you sniffing guilt or intelligence in this post?
I see 2 people getting mushy.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

People even gain weight from being disliked.  They don't come in the game like that.  So, if your race is a problem, like if you have a Chinese mom, that's not anyone's fault.  It might be the boy's fault to a girl I know.

You don't want to attract some men.  I've seen other girls who deserve the man they might have or other men less.  How so?  Because they are more careless.

Some people are looking for mentors or people to counsel them.  My teacher asked if I wanted her to counsel me, but I didn't answer.  She made me upset in class and got me kicked out.

[love hotel emoji]
It's nice not being the youngest.  I'm not soft and tender and caring.

Looks like I have no choice

but to let her proceed.
So, I was fine if you chose to use someone like against or above me in certain ways, but I needed to figure out what had happened.

Apology?

I don't understand what I did wrong.  I explained it was hard to say stuff.  Sorry for the bumps in the road.  If you need a break or bye bye from me, make sure you do take it.  Or if you think I said something .. I stand by some of what I said I know.  I think that people are in a different world and I have to be the one to say where my feet get planted.

New Virtual Makeover of Me

When I get insulted

I have to process my denial.  Simple as that.
You all are the ones who can't forget about it and move on with me.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

You guys are quite admant about things to do with this post. I don't even see where you're coming from.

What should I say?

Yes, I meant it?  What did I mean?  Something related?

Don't you owe me the apology??

Why is this considered not nice to do to anyone else??  I have no issue with - whoops time to eat!

Dr. Phil - Facebook

This person knows I don't have anything to be happy about in my life because of them..  I can hardly believe it?  I can hardly believe them.
You all are welcome to like this other person.  Don't have to look at me.

Robin McGraw - Facebook

Well, that's good for you!

Females are sensitive. Men develop muscle more easily and therefore can hold their own in jobs, even including business.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

This post sure seems like a real party. Everyone is reading at stu***.

People often call others things rather than calling out just a mistake, like it jeapordizes them.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Whatever this just was was really silly.  You were pushing me with madness in the privacy of my room.
You shouldn't have anything against Christina Barrett.
I don't get you saying something I deserved is something I can't have now cuz I'm older but someone else can who's significantly younger.

I disagree.

If it's about me threatening someone when I felt used or something racially, something I posted online, I'm not the kind of person to mess up on purpose.  I've been online like all the time for 8 years and have hardly messed up.  Don't pick at weird situations like that's me most all the time.

If that's what you like to do..

..so be it.  It's not much to wanna stand.  I might know who's behind this, I'm pretty sure it's the older adult.  They were the ones who dissed me.  Whatever you do, you can't make fun of me for cursing cuz you hurt me.  Just say it if you think I should be in jail, but technically not for this.

You're missing the point.

Someone else fought me.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

If I am my choices, I'd be pretty good. I don't like people these days who act like Johnny Depp and pretend to like you and then do mean things emotioanally. It is totally unacceptable in manners/etiquette.

I do do things that later on don't make me mad after I simply unwind from the message. I think I am in the right if I am the one who didn't start it.
I just purchased 23andMe.com gene/ancestry testing, to find mainly what countries your ancestors are from or what their race is.