Tuesday, March 10, 2015
If a certain person does something that is unbecoming or not good enough for her, people will embrace it. However, with me, when I'm good with that they tend to knock me off. I don't do those things. I dunno who really does. That seems like a misconception to single the person out because I have a feeling a lot of people have a funny toe, so-to-speak. Actually, so do I, in that I can't always keep it from violently twitching like it'll fix once in a blue moon.
I am trying to be kind. I just noticed that this has happened and bet other people could use the same method. It is funny how people are with me. I think they will be different later. What they do now is not good enough for them in their personal goals with me..
I am trying to be kind. I just noticed that this has happened and bet other people could use the same method. It is funny how people are with me. I think they will be different later. What they do now is not good enough for them in their personal goals with me..
Monday, March 9, 2015
Dr. Phil - Facebook
He should divorce her. I can see him swinging back and forth like a vulture as it sits and waits for its prey. Nothing else seems to be happening with his story.
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(any OCD?)
No. My dad wants me to feel bad about myself all the time, but that's no news these days.
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I have anxiety disorder, but I think they think now I have s--- disorder cuz that's how all the psychologists/psychiatrists in Orlando treat me. Psychologists/psychiatrists came in all friendly to gain trust by calling it anxiety, which itself is a selfish suggestion to suggest to someone as a stranger and not in a doctorly way.
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(the OCD brain)
Wow, that was interesting! If the medicines simply make you tired, maybe you have a problem.
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People often express hatred towards shy and even plain introverted people who are still young or of a different generation. You could get misdiagnosed if you claimed to be bullied, as well, saying the world is against you because often a lotta people hate certain marked individuals once they catch on to their social situation. It could also be saying if you're fat if you're not Caucasian.. even if not chronically.
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(Robin on TV)
She has her ducks in a row! :)
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My dad is d----ly antsy in private with us.
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(any OCD?)
No. My dad wants me to feel bad about myself all the time, but that's no news these days.
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I have anxiety disorder, but I think they think now I have s--- disorder cuz that's how all the psychologists/psychiatrists in Orlando treat me. Psychologists/psychiatrists came in all friendly to gain trust by calling it anxiety, which itself is a selfish suggestion to suggest to someone as a stranger and not in a doctorly way.
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(the OCD brain)
Wow, that was interesting! If the medicines simply make you tired, maybe you have a problem.
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People often express hatred towards shy and even plain introverted people who are still young or of a different generation. You could get misdiagnosed if you claimed to be bullied, as well, saying the world is against you because often a lotta people hate certain marked individuals once they catch on to their social situation. It could also be saying if you're fat if you're not Caucasian.. even if not chronically.
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(Robin on TV)
She has her ducks in a row! :)
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My dad is d----ly antsy in private with us.
Edit
On the long submission to Dr. Phil, I said the k***ings were unknown and possibly aliens from TV.
New Idea
I may work on the CD of Christine's parts from The Phantom of the Opera instead of modeling. It better be ready!
Sunday, March 8, 2015
Productive Day
Cleaning my room and washing and drying clothes and later bedding.
I might move my old computer which is virus-ed out or something else maybe now.. so I can do exercise videos but using my tablet as a computer now. I'll have room on the table for if I go to school and get homework or just wanna read there or do art.
My room isn't perfect but looking much cleaner.
I might move my old computer which is virus-ed out or something else maybe now.. so I can do exercise videos but using my tablet as a computer now. I'll have room on the table for if I go to school and get homework or just wanna read there or do art.
My room isn't perfect but looking much cleaner.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
Feisty. Thanks for cleaning this up.
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I thought I'd be smart, but schools don't all teach that.
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I thought I'd be smart, but schools don't all teach that.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
My life isn't all the pleasurable.
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Women are pretty.
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I have on purple socks!
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Women are pretty.
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I have on purple socks!
Dreams
I dreamed I was dressed for ballet class in mostly pink. I was like a dog and needed to pee. I finally woke up and did. Of course, it affect my unirnal system. At the doctor, he wanted to watch my liver, but I use the restroom a lot.
There was a lot more I don't remember.
There was a lot more I don't remember.
Saturday, March 7, 2015
Was Feeling Bad
What I said is true, but it's not to target nice people. Lemme guess, we all have problems we're gonna have to live with or not. Why am I not where I need to be?
Strategy to Win
I was listening and comparing music from like 1996 to 1998. I am a big 1998 person. I think it got taken over with younger dads and even younger moms and Americans with ancestors from Southern Europe blabbing with kids born then when it was set up for success for a different mentality of a generation, the ever prize over us Late Boom and Generation Z families. I think it must be a rare thing. I can imagine it would not be fun.
I mean that people in America with ancestors from Southern Europe tend to try to decide things for other ethnicities.
What I mean about kids born around 1997 and 1998 is that they should not be dissing the Late Boom families and ruining it for others too trying to live like that! See it all sounds familiar and all makes sense. Others trying to live like that might be older kids and some of the older parents. We're already cut out of the game in the end.
So, I don't mean to be boring, but I only mean what I say. I'm not pointing fingers at specific people, but maybe you can or are and know what's going on.
I mean, I am not trying to have to fight, and I mean I dunno. I feel that I grew up a good person but was dissed for some slip ups and when I started flunking college, tho nothing was actually said, just treated badly now like I'm oh so bad. I think those people will never get the help they'd want. It is not a part of my life and my real problems, tho, for some serious situations I live.
I mean that people in America with ancestors from Southern Europe tend to try to decide things for other ethnicities.
What I mean about kids born around 1997 and 1998 is that they should not be dissing the Late Boom families and ruining it for others too trying to live like that! See it all sounds familiar and all makes sense. Others trying to live like that might be older kids and some of the older parents. We're already cut out of the game in the end.
So, I don't mean to be boring, but I only mean what I say. I'm not pointing fingers at specific people, but maybe you can or are and know what's going on.
I mean, I am not trying to have to fight, and I mean I dunno. I feel that I grew up a good person but was dissed for some slip ups and when I started flunking college, tho nothing was actually said, just treated badly now like I'm oh so bad. I think those people will never get the help they'd want. It is not a part of my life and my real problems, tho, for some serious situations I live.
School
Might wait for a full semester and enroll in a math class. I need 1 more for financial aid and they have to be the Common Curriculum. English 2?
Let's settle this once and for all.
Why are people upset to see Bella Thorne successful? She is a sweet girl.. Is this really it? Does this mean "no" for everyone else because she is on top? What about me? People tend to wanna be friends with me. I think Bella Thorne is a homebody, a kid. She's not really as outgoing as me, but she can be if she wants.. I feel there is something I am not saying. People try to make her seem like no for me, but it doesn't seem to work as I'm not exactly with opportunity to be like her. I thought people didn't get upset if someone else made it, for some reason, but maybe everything went to her. I'd like to see myself in her shoes, in some ways, and I get constant distanced criticism that makes no sense and seems kinda dumb, LOL. I think people don't want someone who hits the top and flips their lid so they have some room in this world and can see things thru clear glass.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
- When people are old enough to read your site, it's time for them to be branching out and leaving family behind.
Dr, Phil - Facebook
They are spoiled just in case the world was not cut out for them. It's one's responsiblity to be a parent. Maybe, kids aren't for so many people. We have plenty of kids.
Friday, March 6, 2015
Dr. Phil - Facebook
Thank you so much for the good advice. I need to get real about what I beat up around in my head. Thoughts come to my mind when I'm mad and I say I don't own it. People sense that negative vibe, and it eats me up in the end. I think people need to know that they're being dishonest on the outside of what in the inside they truly hate on because some people "can" without other people telling them to stop or saying that they expect better and it's bad. Like, some people get beat up about what people know they really think, and others don't. It's like they just wanna get at the "really good" people for a bit of fun and to get ahead of them out of jealousy of maybe how well others treat these good people.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
Excuses, Excuses
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These people have problems. That guy at the end was out of place. I think the girls need to separate more or maybe tell a police about the threat they have.
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Yes. However, people, like where I live, seem to be telling me what and who and how I am, like if I'm guilty of something. I "don't give a rat's a--" about their telling me I should go down the drain chasing aftere my life. I realize I get very pleased about life, but people don't have the right to interfere literally and change up my life like it don't mean a d---. In a bad way, of course. My goals and things I wake up for are the fact that I don't hvae anyone interfering my life and telling me I "did something" while they let the rest of the world roll by.
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These people have problems. That guy at the end was out of place. I think the girls need to separate more or maybe tell a police about the threat they have.
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Yes. However, people, like where I live, seem to be telling me what and who and how I am, like if I'm guilty of something. I "don't give a rat's a--" about their telling me I should go down the drain chasing aftere my life. I realize I get very pleased about life, but people don't have the right to interfere literally and change up my life like it don't mean a d---. In a bad way, of course. My goals and things I wake up for are the fact that I don't hvae anyone interfering my life and telling me I "did something" while they let the rest of the world roll by.
Thursday, March 5, 2015
Dr. Phil - Facebook
Most people wanna use things to their advantage to hem their flaws.
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(mending mother daughter relationship)
Maybe, if the world changed.
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Gradual exercise can heal an upcoming onslaught of pain.
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Everyone seems to have serious flaws.
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(can you imagine punishing your mom by not speaking for 7 years to her?)
Yes.
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(Doctor on Demand)
The only funny thing is I think I'm on insurance and see a psychiatrist who doesn't do much every 6 weeks and a therapist every month. Also, my tablet doesn't tape from my side and I broke 2 webcams, 2 laptops, and a computer. Nice idea, tho. :)
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(speaking for a case with the /injured/passed out type of injury party I think/ daughter of a celebrity, Whitney Houston who passed away recently)
That's very brave of you.
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(not to stop parenting)
Yo ya'll my life was fine back in the late 90s until it started to be all about the babies born then. I feel I am a parent to them. It was fine before that, too. Good advice. It's like when someone cuts a relationship with you. No one's there. People think you are opened up, and you didn't want those people before so why not get the people you want? Is it about money???
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"Lying" is not some fancy abstract term to be used by 1 and by all. People lie if they think people aren't worth it. They should learn to be honest and not lie for the wrong reasons.
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(mending mother daughter relationship)
Maybe, if the world changed.
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Gradual exercise can heal an upcoming onslaught of pain.
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Everyone seems to have serious flaws.
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(can you imagine punishing your mom by not speaking for 7 years to her?)
Yes.
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(Doctor on Demand)
The only funny thing is I think I'm on insurance and see a psychiatrist who doesn't do much every 6 weeks and a therapist every month. Also, my tablet doesn't tape from my side and I broke 2 webcams, 2 laptops, and a computer. Nice idea, tho. :)
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(speaking for a case with the /injured/passed out type of injury party I think/ daughter of a celebrity, Whitney Houston who passed away recently)
That's very brave of you.
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(not to stop parenting)
Yo ya'll my life was fine back in the late 90s until it started to be all about the babies born then. I feel I am a parent to them. It was fine before that, too. Good advice. It's like when someone cuts a relationship with you. No one's there. People think you are opened up, and you didn't want those people before so why not get the people you want? Is it about money???
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"Lying" is not some fancy abstract term to be used by 1 and by all. People lie if they think people aren't worth it. They should learn to be honest and not lie for the wrong reasons.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
I've had people who don't know what they are doing or are bad tell me "what" "really happened" when it didn't happen like that, at all. They know they are wrong, but they just keep at me. Before, my parents respected me from a distance, in a way, like it was important and fit, but now they are able to be invovled via secret cameras in my room wherein other people must watch. So, people keep distorting what reality is. I've felt out of touch with people for 10 years since this experiment on my life began to take form for me.
I do not much find use for "forgiveness" when I think something someone did was wrong. They think they are all forgiven "in the process," but I don't have to accept that they keep thinking it's right. It almost sounds like the unforgiveable sin, to forsake the Lord God.
I dunno about what was really affecting my mind to me, but I would say a lotta poor people in Orlando are guilty of this and with racism, unfairness like a life don't count. You could be George Washington, and no one would care cuza raical tension. Like with me being the scapegoat.
Good advice, I clicked thru some of the links. :)
I do not much find use for "forgiveness" when I think something someone did was wrong. They think they are all forgiven "in the process," but I don't have to accept that they keep thinking it's right. It almost sounds like the unforgiveable sin, to forsake the Lord God.
I dunno about what was really affecting my mind to me, but I would say a lotta poor people in Orlando are guilty of this and with racism, unfairness like a life don't count. You could be George Washington, and no one would care cuza raical tension. Like with me being the scapegoat.
Good advice, I clicked thru some of the links. :)
Robin McGraw
or someone on top of Phil
I see him slipping on the show. It's his show. So, what I mean is I've caught him tossing aside being nice, like people who seem to agree with me sometimes, like an outlet and on screen. I don't mean to make a monster of it. I'm just saying. It might just be a time to go with the flow, but I think it's important. I'm not always wrong.
..Is anyone even out there?
I see him slipping on the show. It's his show. So, what I mean is I've caught him tossing aside being nice, like people who seem to agree with me sometimes, like an outlet and on screen. I don't mean to make a monster of it. I'm just saying. It might just be a time to go with the flow, but I think it's important. I'm not always wrong.
..Is anyone even out there?
Dr. Phil - Facebook
That's a good question. I think the mom is in trouble. I don't know what the daughter wants, maybe just wanted to be on the show. :) I have the same concerns about my Gramma. Before things got crazy, she was always very respectful to me. Now, she has marred my body in a way 3 times.
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It sounds typical. I'd kiss my mom goodbye. :) I hope she gets her relationship back.
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I used to wonder about my body in concerning taking both piano and the instrument organ lessons, but it's better than sitting around and doing nothing. One little slip, and I could lose it all. Pianist and organists tend to embody a lotta spirit, I must admit tho. In general, it makes me wonder because I found that maybe musicians need more relaxation than normal people for some reason. Musicians/singers and dancers can also seem to die young, to most people's surprise. :( A good topic in psychiatry or synesthesia/kinesthesia.
he he he
Someone thought respecting me was a thing to copy and now it's catching on I don't care anymore.
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