Thursday, March 5, 2015

Quit being uptight for Ellen.
Goofing off on Ellen again.
I know I'm a waste of time to "save."

Let's have fun by doing.

Why do you love so-and-so?  Is it so you don't have to love someone else?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Any Tips for My Mom?

I think it's been too much stress from others on her. The only thing she did wrong was try to block me from any Caucasian pleasure in the world.

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Re: Any Tips for My Mom?

lol "caucasian pleasure" what's that white dick?
Don't feel bad my mom tried to block me from all black hispanic and asian pleasure. For my 17th birthday she gave me Mein Kampf.

Re: Any Tips for My Mom?

I dunno, cool about your mom.

I just feel that I am not my parents. I get a little from like my dad's mom, for instance, but I never "got" to know his dad nor his dad's side..

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I can have more than 2 parents.
Why doesn't what I say mean anything?  Ask someone else online to stick up to the bullies somehow.
Look, whose blog is this, yours or mine?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Any Tips for My Mom?

I think it's been too much stress from others on her. The only thing she did wrong was try to block me from any Caucasian pleasure in the world. 
Are you really there just to tell me something I already know?  Is that as far as it gets??

And why do you see the world thru glasses of sarcasm?  I don't need more problems for what you guess my tone of voice is.

cont. :)

Oh. My.

cont.

..Why?

cont.

How?  When?  Did what?

Song Lyrics

Save.. me.. lead me from my solitude


Who?  What?
So, who all did anyone have to move on to?
Wow, special Christina needs a lesson.  She must be stuck up.  She even took it  upon herself to say to not confine my relationships to being watched in my room in 2005.  Hate to burst your bubble.

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

My dad started being a whipper of me to be more than perfect, like no one thought I was.
I'm trying to be nice, but sometimes all I can see is attacks.  I don't outright say anything.  I hate people who overly analyze feelings and never let you experience them.
STOP HURTING MY FAMILY
My dad seems to fight in his own way about my wanting to temper the traits I get from my mom.

Lies

You don't care about what I say, but it hurts you.  That means you're snide-
For some weird reason I just coughed up some of my water.
People have roped off relationships and lied about my nature as being bad and done something that wasn't perfect mattering.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

She should be able to see the baby if she sees the parents.

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It happens a lot in this crazy world.

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I do take ownership of my decisions, but I don't dwell on them.

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I'm not a child.  I've been this mature since I was about 12.

I'll never have to reunite with any loved ones.  I came home and gave them a chance.  It's not to have sex..

I don't even trust any loved ones coming new into my life.  Now, beat that.  It's just me and my imagination/God, now.  You all, you get a chance from me.

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I think it's in the spirit of things to be suspicious of a couple who shields a baby from them.  You don't need to think too long to know what goes on behind the curtains.

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Does your mom make you feel ugly? http://bit.ly/DrPMomPlug
Wow, what a topic of discussing! Is this for people in post-menapause? :)

Know someone with a BIG ego who needs to be put in check. http://bit.ly/DrPBigEgo
No, no one wants people who need to be put in check to be put in check.

Want Dr. Phil’s help solving an ongoing debate? http://bit.ly/DrPSolveDebate
I don't want anyone's help.

Is your ex stalking you?
http://bit.ly/DrPStalkerEx
Whose ex, theirs or mine?

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Everyone wants to win but doesn't out in the time to fit the crime.
There's no coming in someone's life and saying oh I'm this compared to you and a parent and I'm that and it has to be bad in this way.

Problem

They are slowly taking everything from my life like it was perverted.
You know when someone has had more than their fill.
Gotcha.  You always drop in and have something to say.
I don't need to talk stupid stuff.
People did not just fairly give more than one person attention.  They - whoops I forgot the secret to what's my problem .. anyway?  Don't worry, it wasn't so bad.  It was actually not the usual usual.. it might have been good to others.

But anyway I solved it.  My writing ain't chicken s***.
I feel like I'm completing my high school education.  After that, I'm free!

My New College

Each class is twice a week and over 3 hours long.  At least for 1/2 semester of science and 1 semester of math.

That'll be the summer.  Spring B I might be in 2 classes online.  2 is the minimum for financial aid.
Paying my way adding classes in psychology of education.
Facebook is as important as my car which I don't have.

Dr. Phil - Facebook


I think he's just tired.

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He's just tired.

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We need to think of the cause, like the Middle East did for us about why they wanted war.  It was sad.

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A lot of girls and guys play hard-to-get.  It's just "a thing."  My dad always said that people are mean to you because they like you and to get attention.  That as a protocol is like sliced bread with I Can't Believe It's Not Butter.

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(gift card)

It's nice that those come about, makes me smile.

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Most males have "hungry eyes" for their partner.  They need to know it's not their fault and that marriage is an excluding practice, only it's also useful for child rearing.

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People need to learn to make changes without being embarrassed.  This is a big thing these days.

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:)  How theraputic!

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It must be necessary or something must be for change, seeing as she put herself thru thinking this.

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

New Audios of Me Singing



New Submission to Dr. Phil

link

New Virtual Makeover of Me

So I can go to bed the right way, sorry if anyone innocent was hurt tonight.  See you later..

Really, sorry.. I am not perfect in my thoughts and skills but try to get better by trying.  I want to solve if I do anything that bothers people-so nite.
Maybe that's why you still go to church.
You sure don't know anything about Jesus.
I hope you truly find your happiness in the clothes you chose to wear.

Do you think..

..I am spoiled earning attention when you're the one who's famous?  This is getting a bit uptight.  I don't wanna see my parents sometimes.

Monday, March 2, 2015

Emergencies happen with those you love.

Boy

You think you're better cuz you're famous..
We're all on our own ticking clock and always have been-

I knew as a baby what younger babies's dreams would be.  I had that look that they make the peak of their maturity when I was an infant/baby.
Are you telling me you'd rather look more Oriental Asian?

OK, this isn't for everyone..

Why have someone give their life and follow me and rub in that they're closer than me to anyone I like, whereas we'd be smooth sailing without them?  I wouldn't really get close like that, anyway, I hope.  Do you know what I'm saying?  The only problem is that anger against me was involved 1st.  I don't want my fortress for counteractions to fall, so-to-speak.
A relationship is important compared to other things.  That that relationship is safe is the other..

Mrs. McGraw, help!

I think Dr. Phil is mad at me, but I love the show!  What did I do?  How do I fix my problems?
Why would you be nicer to bad people?

Dr. Phil - Facebook

If I got on the show, we'd be discussing the psychology of how I feel about 18 and out.
I thought you was a Christian.

Do you believe at all in .. solitary confinement?
Ousting me is not the one answer to all your problems.  There's always room for all who want and were something.

Facebook

Looks like a happy family. I wonder why you didn't like Florida yet still live here. I tried to move to Miami, but I have to be more self-sufficient. I made a home here for 10 years, but in other ways I find it vicious. It might be a money thing. Anyway, nice pictures. Thank you so much fof sharing!  [speedboat]
Can you explain why my actions are not genuine conveniently cuz you found my race????

So..

..it's fine if you slowly slide me off the cake knife.

Not that I think you should wait if that's how it is.  I dunno.
You just don't like me.  I get in trouble so easily.

When I say you don't like me, I mean 1 thing, that I'm not good enough, not some weird reason like maybe "I don't get any attention"/enough attention.
OK I wanna know why things aren't like before?  I want a fair shot..
Sounds like something you'd say.
I just thought the topic was something you'd wanna talk about yourself, so you can thank me in making the decision.
I guess we all smile at others's misfortunes.  What an inappropriate related issue.
I want you to be on top, else I have nothing to make fun of.
That wearing glasses and beards and stomachaches is an insult to me.
So why am I threatened to lose my relationships?
So can you forgive a mishap?

Tho I did get really angry?  WHY DO POEPLE DO THAT NOW!!!!

We say goodbye

every day.

Why am I always the scapegoat

when it comes to race?

Being Pretty

I make a lotta efforts to look white, while others do nothing.

Now that

last post is something we all need to live by.  I can see people both smiling and crying for me.  Now, imagine yours.

Are you such a baby that you need me to do it for you?  Notice how my life really does not go any deeper than that in any way.  It might go deep like yours in some ways.  Bad news is everyone has individual strengths.

You don't want

me to smile at your f*******.

On the outside I'm doing everything I'm supposed to and assuming it's the success of my inside.

I literally blew it for me.

Well, I felt deeply a cutting message.  I don't think, I know, it no joke.

I have to say I have life/d**** anger that needs to come out and be dealt with.

I don't wanna be the only one in the world out with others all having their chance.

I don't wanna pretend I don't have something.  I don't even know what I have.

Did you notice most people have been kept away form living yet do not need to convey their emotions of jealousy?
You look down on me like I don't know where I am?
In the game of life, I know that a lotta people are ripping me off against others.  Say, someone wound up with someone prestigious like Johnny Depp.  This person would be looking at someone else thinking Johnny Depp should be easy to get, anyway.  Does that sound a bit weird of thinking?

Supposedly, I'm happy to be me.  There are other more white people.  They get accepted by like Tim Burton in a snap.  Me, my life gets totaled.  What do you have to say about that?

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Has your show become a lie detector test? Oh dear! I love it, tho. [sunglasses emote] Carry on.

Hey, Dr. Phil!

suicidal dilemma - wallpaper by iqbalbaskara

link (enlarging available)

Mood

I need to change my mood forever.

"I'm scared.. ..Help me!"

Really or no?

Anyway, so there's a lotta pressure.  I can't think of another highly celebrated brunette my age.  It's like I'm another blonde in disguise..

I can feel for the suicide hints.
Are you trying to get me in trouble?  I guess other people disapprove of you being nice to me.
You know what I don't need hands down?  Hurting to make sure that it doesn't happen naturally.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I guess kids always care about their mom.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

(is cheating ever okay, even if they cheated on you)

I guess it's not justified to the other person. Different POVs (points of view.)

Robin McGraw - Facebook

(most inspiraitonal woman)

I dunno, who wouldn't say the most insprational type could be Ellen DeGeneres, tho she is a bit withheld, so.
You all idealize that one blonde girl with curls and blue eyes so much that you say if an Asian isn't it Asians aren't people, but they are people and you're jealous of them!  Orlando and LA are dysfunctional i this way.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

This family is a bunch of lies.  They just want pity.  I can't believe they give a care to play dishonest.  They should make sure the house stays in shape.
You're not exactly all smiles yourself.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I thought we had established that I was a good guy, when comparing me to my family.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

Doctor on Demand - talk to psychologists online

I used to go to a free line or so that answered, but they seemed to want me to leave.  Once, I was directed to a place for sexual abuse, tho I've never had sex with someone.  It's too bad I don't have a webcam now.  I've had 2 that broke.  I just use a tablet, and the camera won't sem to face me.  I don't feel like talking holding up my phone, too.  I'm saing for a computer, maybe for my birthday in May.  I understand DOD has a fee, as well.  It looks like a good idea, espsecially for crisises.

Schedule

I'm busy this week.  :(  Hope to catch some of Ellen.  I feel tired.

Dr. Phil - Facebook

I say time apart heals wounds and rekindles a fire of interest.  Maybe, more time off is sparked an interest, as well.

New Pinterest ID

https://www.pinterest.com/ChristinaB1986/

Schedule

I didn't watch Ellen all last week, missed Thursday and Friday I know.  I guess you can't count on me to always watch it as of now.  Maybe, if I wasn't on medicine I could.

Schedule

I might be in ballet AND on a loan at school online.
Why are you fighting if I have no reason to fight?
Why can't I have something I earned?  It might seem cut out as something someone could take.  There's no reason to fight.  There's enough for all.  You can get specific in ways that aren't nice and don't solve problems if they do exist.
You think I never tried/wanted to be famous in movies?  Does that exclude me from the elites?  It's just a prize you won, like being accepted at Harvard or invited to Cambridge/Oxford.  I didn't make it.

a ha ha ha (You think I never tried/wanted to be famous in movies?)
Why does everyone act like they "found me out?"

Dr. Phil - Facebook

(divorce - 6 kids, 19 years together)

Like my family, we were peaceful, but it was just time.  The world tore us apart.  It was because of how bad the world was.

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So, the guy thinks the girl is a bit off her rocker but loves her..  He looks much older than her or more mature.  Their daughter seems okay for a mixed

heritage couple.

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The best gift you can give to a child 18+ is independence.

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People tend to hold off themselves all for 1 perfect someone.
Nite!